Thursday, February 17, 2005

is this skin better ? kinda sadistic right. sighh. there's smth wrong with the taggy. tsk. not sure what tho. can't really blog much; banned from the com for 3 days from now. sighh. common test is NEXT WEEK. goosh, haven't studied yet. x( i'm gonna fail siahh. sighh.

i'm depressed these days. life is so fcuked up. so fed up with everything. sometimes suicidal comes to my mind. i've never felt like this for a long time since all these years. sighh. i think i've changed. or have the ppl around me changed ? i have no idea. but whatever it is; it's bad.

pontang school today cos i know i would break down in school. smth which i didn't wanna do. why let ppl see you cry. cry by yourself so much better. sighh. friends don't care anway. wtf. who cares actually. no one does. fcuk life. i hate life.

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