Monday, May 29, 2006
though me and Price knew each other for like the rest of each other's lives, we hadn't really had like a proper grand dinner together before - until yesterday night. :D
she followed us along for buffet dinner at the Waterfront Hotel! muaha. us as in, my parents, godparents, and me.
the buffet was great great great. our ratio of dessert intake to main course was like 5:3. LOL. the chocolate fondue got me all drooling over. we even had to take a walk to help digest the food in our stomach. we walked along this river, not sure what river it was though. but it was seriously romantic; damn good spot for couples lah. but too bad i wasn't with a guy then, i was with my best friend. ): kuakuakua.
well. anyway, took quite alot of pictures.

that's 61 Sennett Lane. my soon-to-be house. my dad turned in to check on its progress before fetching my godparents. so i just took a quick snap of it from the car. turned out not bad eh! Shahirah felt like
dang when she saw it. lol.

that's my mum and Auntie Althea. i don't feel comfortable calling her Godma, sounds weird. i only call them Godparents in general, not personally. :D

Uncle Perry, my dad. this was candid man.

WAH, solo.

both pairs of parents! muaha. so cool ah.

Price found this so interesting that she made me take a picture of it.

btw, did i mention Shahirah's a serious Camwhore?

HAHA.
took quite some other crazy pictures around the hotel.

like this.

this,

and THIS.
there were just too many mirrors around. DON'T BLAME US.

kay lah. i have to admit i'm quite a camwhore too. :X
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i'm like leaving for New Zealand, in just a few fucking hours. MUAHA. i'll be tramping on snow while you ppl here in Singapore suffer from the killing hot rays from the Sun! lalalalala. i'll miss the usuals here in Singapore (well of cos.) Imee poor thing. we'll be back sooner than you know it! don't do silly stuff like even standing at the balcony yourself in the middle of the night when you miss me too much yeah. :D
MISSING IN ACTION UNTIL THE SIXTH OF JUNE.BYEBYE SINGAPORE.
BYEBYE PEOPLE. (:
» 1:50 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
i thought about a lot of things last night when i couldn't get to sleep as i'd anticipated.
on the trip back from sending my godparents home last night, i spoke to my mum. my dad was drunk and he was snoring away in the backseat, so it might as well be just me and my mum in the car only.
i didn't know what came over me; but i told her about my problems. it's been a long time since i had such a decent conversation with her.. so long that, i think it kinda scared me when i thought about it.
the only part i didn't like was when she kept yawning when i blabbered on and on. (okay lah, it was about one plus at night. but stilll.) -.-
sometimes, i wonder what would happen to me and my parents when i grow up. considering the fact that i'm out almost 24/7 and that i never liked having dinner at home, my intinct tells me that i'll just be seeing them once every month bcos i know i have to, not bcos i want to. but on my conscience, on the other hand, tells me that i should just continue living with them under the same roof for the rest of my life, and get my husband to marry in. LOL.
i always regret being rude to her and stuff. but somehow, tsk! just can't resist lah cos she seriously piss me off at times. when someone's sad and crying, the last thing you should say to a person is, "eh cry for what?" well, my mum's that kind of person. super slappable lah. but bcos she's my mum.. i can't slap her.
i'm leaving for New Zealand tml. Wanfong's funny. she said she doesn't feel excited for the trip. me neither, bcos i dread packing. that makes it two funny people.
TAG REPLIES.
fanglynn: ahha, you won't believe me if i told you it only costed me 12 bucks.
Kor: yeah man. thanks for that. rmb Kbox when i'm back! :D
TING <3: of cos you do! aha. i hope you like your skin. (;
weirong: so much for comfort weirong. damn lazy to pack lah. :/ ONE MORE FREAKING DAY.
pricey: you've just spammed me. btw, the Adobe CD didn't work! GAHHH.
Xing Hua: uh. you needn't say that.
don: lol, anything lah.
fiZa: haha THANKS. at least this one is better than the previous one.
nicole: i'm gonna miss you when i'm in NZ man.
jo: hello, i still can walk. -.-
good luck to the Sec Fours for your Os tml. [:
> complete me wouldn't you?
» 4:16 PM
SHIT LAH.
i don't think i can fall asleep today until about three, considering the amount of caffiene intake i had today - a Starbucks Iced Mocha and about a litre of Coke. (LOL.)
some pictures we took.

that's me and Roy. my hair looks funny. but who cares, it's cocked up 24/7. as long as it's not as jaliat as Jo's one, i'm fine already.

the three of us. hah. it's kinda in a Do Re Mi height order from left to right. =.=

OMG GAY ACT ON MY PARENT'S BED. LOL.
we failed to go Kbox, because Roy has test on Monday. urgh.
spoiler lah youuu.
» 12:22 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
okay. i didn't go down to Siglap in the end. my mum went and she said she's gonna treat Shahirah. awwwwwwwwwwww.
sorry but i feel like blogging. cos my MSN isn't working once again. so pissable man.
i was suppose to ton the night with Nicole, and probably Rachel and Jasmine too. but i fell asleep, and Nicole fell asleep too. as for Jasmine and Rachel, both of them smsed me.
Jasmine went, "Abby, are we all going out later?"
i didn't reply.
and the second one went, "Hello, ding dong ding dong?"
LOL. JASMINE I WAS ALREADY ASLEEP. .____.
Rachel just went, "lol you better stay at home ah. sneak sneak sneak. lol see yah."
JFISFNO!? what's that suppose to mean man?
i don't think i'm going to the airport to send Shearen off anymore. ): my mum's in a grumpy moood.
i woke up at 11. it's 2.15 now. and i'm still in my PJs.
» 2:18 PM
let's check out how messy my room is.

that's the tattered sofa.

my table/dumpthingsplace.

the uh, shelf?

and the most horrible part of my room - my wardrobe.
doesn't look that bad from here eh? why not have a zoom in. :D

changed your mind?
(btw the white stuff on the left are my socks, not undies. -.-)
LEON WHERE ARE YOU HELP ME PACK MY ROOOOOM.
Shahirah's desperate for McD. but probably she can't get out of her house bcos her mum's menopausing and she wants her to eat her homecooked food and not McD. LOL. so i, the nice one, voluenteered to walk down to Siglap Centre myself later to tabao for her Pepper Drumlets, while i go get some stuff for my mum at the same time.
Shearen's leaving today abt 4. initially, i told her i couldn't make it to the airport to send her off cos my cousins and relatives on my dad's side are coming over to my house for a family BBQ. (rare occasion, so yeah.) so when i told Wheewen that, he was like, "never mind lah! we follow you go airport send your friend off then go back home for BBQ again." LOL. i'm not sure if he was serious, but it didn't seem to me like he was kidding either.
SO SHEAREN. even if i'm gonna send you off later or not, i'm gonna say this.
i will miss you, and your unglam moments. (HAHA.)
» 12:04 PM
STEAMBOAT WAS GREAT!
it turned out even better than i thought. except the part when Nicole and me cabbed all the way down to Suntec from Marina Bay just to get Imee's cake. ugghga. there's this thing about us with taxis. -.-.. don't ask what happened. seriously.
the usuals were all there, except for Kang. he had cell. we were loud, embarrassing.. and pissable to some cos we irritated the max out of other ppl around us. LOL.
Living prawns jumped out of the steamboat.
Boon and David kept trying to slap me.
Boon and Me started it when we slapped David.
Don smacked my butt.
Jo gropped my butt when she tried to save me from falling in the train.
i wetted the bday girl and made her whole hair go haywire.
Rachel Ng is the ultimate suaner.
what's with ppl and losing things? LOL.
Nicole embarrassed herself at Kallang MRT Station around 10.30pm.
if anyone saw a girl in a blue smiley Tshirt holding a soft toy that's waving to you in her hands, that's Nicole Ng from Tanjong Katong Secondary School class 3H.
and of cos,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMEEEE.
i hope you've enjoyed yourselves as much as we did.
» 12:12 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
sorry, but i deleted my previous post. i wrote it in a spit of anger. so seriously, excuse my vulgar words and umm, bluntness.
i haven't packed for my NZ trip. and i'm screwed. i don't have a proper whitelight torchlight for caving activities. GASPs. i'll probably get lost in the cave while the rest of the other nineteen found their way out of it one day ago. ):
my mum and me went to collect my report book at school. Mrs Huang and Ms Goh were both there. Ms Goh say i have a positive attitude. MUAHA. more like a happy-go-lucky attitude from what i think. they didn't have much to say/complain about me to my mum, so my mum tried to talk about how i behaved at home to fill up the silence. i bet Ms Goh and Mrs Huang must have thought my mum acted stupid. :X
after that, we went to Bedok for some shopping and breakfast. it's the Great Singapore Sales now! bought a pair of Hang Ten jeans for just 20 bucks, and a Giordano linen cotten pants for 18 bucks only. i'm going back there to get more tops myself man. bwaha.
okay, Imee Anra Lim turns sweet sixteen today. LOL. and she told me she wants a maid for her birthday.very _)@!#%^?! right.
so now, she's officially NC16 legal. go on! watch movies without the fifteeners, we'll be just fine.
steamboat at night at marina bay in celebration of her NC16 legal day. wheets.
in the meantime,
1. pack for my trip.
2. get some(more) sleep.
3. reply tags.
so for task three,
weirong: HAHA. i will lah! i'll bring two alarm clocks. happy?
althea: yeah, quite duh right.
imee: hi NC16 lady. :D okay, i try not to. it's only once in a yellow moon!
don: why are all of you helping me count down?
TING <3: KAY LAH. you plan. i lazy. muaha.
Jinghan: yeah man.
Ayaka: LOL. don't monkey see monkey do. are you aware i call Melson acne face? LOL.
SHEEP!: ugh. -.- fine.
notice that the date under my statistics segment is wrong. -.- i don't know why either.
» 12:46 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
many said my blogskin is ugly. ):
okay fine. i think likewise too. my previous skin was better right? but guess what man guess what?! I DIDN'T SAVE THE CODES FOR MY PREVIOUS SKIN. ughh.
probably i'm just gonna redo a skin lah huh. somehow, i feel so deprived of inspirations. i promise a better skin lah kay. Shahirah said this skin is gross. wtf.
sorry for all the short updates and not so much details updates lately. i've been out alot. this week alone, i haven't came home earlier than today - which is about six. LOL.
well for monday, practically half the ppl at the table ponned schoool. -.- namely, Jo, Shearen, Donna and David. lol, the table was kinda empty during recess. Ni and me went shopping after school around Suntec and Marina Square. talked alot and gossiped EVEN more. lol. but harmless gossip about the usual hot topics in school lah. we also went to Cineleisure to book four more tickets for the X men show on Thursday that all of us are gonna watch together. went home abt eight, bcos it was raining. :/
tuesday. wellwell, the Da Vinci Challenge. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. i swear it's duper funny to see those P6s from different schools struggling with Physics experiment. LOL LOL LOL. they come up with the lamest stuff and logic. like saying the incident ray and the reflected ray joins to make a right angle (uhh, -.-..) and bcos the instruction went "place the pins to a straight line from the reflected image of the plane mirror", they LITERALLY placed the pins horizontally on the paper without poking it through the softboard. LOL. Weirong and me laughed like crazy. after DV Challenge, the three of us, Wanfong, Weirong and me went to PS to supposedly do some pre-filming for the NZ project. we ended up shopping and eating half-priced waffles at Gelare. lorrl. so much for that.
today, for the third time this week - i headed down to town again. ): i'm so sick and tired of that place lah. but it doesn't seem like i have much of a choice, cos town is the only place that has everything. went with my mum to buy some winter clothes. she didn't wanna get fed up finding parking lots in Orchard; so what we did was that she parked her car at Kembagan, and we took a train down. damn lame man i swear. at the MRT platform, i thought i saw a glimpse of someone.. but on second thoughts, i think it was probably my mind hallucinating.
TAG REPLIES.
ning: HEEEEY. you didn't leave your link. lol. nvm i'll trace it down somehow.
rahh: tsk. SMELLY LAH.
althea: i kena punished as usual what. lol. you guys only have to do one compo but we have to do five. wtf right. sorry, but i'm gonna change the skin again!
pricey: about less than an hour. LOL. i know it's gross lah stop rubbing it in. i saw you ytd babe! STILL MISSING ME? :D
Xuan: hahahahahhaha YEAH MAN. irritating right. we'll sue them one day. -.-
TING <3: haha thanks for the day toooooooo. loveyou! (:
michelle: ..innovative. i clap for you. :X btw, call you shortie you know why? at least i'm taller than you! LOL.
celine: OH. you mean Colin and Kero? LOL. they're sick man.
jp: uhhh NOOOO? you only changed your specs that's all. you're still that blur lah.
fiZa: LOL ohhhh whateverrr the great Fiza Wazah. eh it rhymes!
bokie!: sorry, but i lost the codes alreadddy. ):
imee: YO LOSER!
SHEEP!: i think it's sick lah. picture WanfongtheSheep.blogspot.com. zzz.
Sx: great deal! THANKS.
koalabear: ooooooooooooooops. ):
weiru: you're like the only one that answered my question.
lol. whole lot of tags.
i hate tension.
no one likes it.
everyone, let's not be stressed and smile together yah!
SMILEEEEEEEEEE. ((((((((((:
» 7:11 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
ha. ha. ha.
do you think i care?
do you think i even look like i care?
or do you think i even care?
ummmmmmmmmmmm, sorry to say.
but no.
who are you now anyway?
» 9:26 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
by the way.
i thought i would be okay. i thought i would get through this. i thought i was strong enough. i thought i was over you. i thought things would be okay. i thought i would be okay. i thought this would turn for the better. i thought this love would fade. i thought this facade would end. i thought those tears would stop.
it's funny how i care so much still.
» 12:32 PM
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN AGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN.
i bet if Price knows about this, she'll go " (@$&@^$%*#^%?!? " bcos well, when i was making this skin that i was currently using, i took about one hour on the com and yeah, she sat on the bed for about one hour alone watching TV.
HAHA. loner. introvert. looooooooser.
i feel so bored with blog-surfing now, that i'm actually typing random blog urls that comes to my mind. like, hahaokay.blgspt.com. and i caught myself laughing when the blog title was Yeah Okay. LOL.
then i typed 'Abby' in BlogSearch. and wlaaaaaaaaooo.
ppl have urls like, abby-baby.blgspot.com
and abbyTHEPUG.blogspot.com (WTF?!)
kay lah. had some laughs. i'm just stoning in front of my com now bcos my MSN is not working. :/ lousy com.
> i'm slipping, and falling. crushing, and tearing - like you've made me go through too much a time to count.
» 11:54 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
i met Liting, Yanija and Amily today. and okay, Desmond and Jipeng for a while also cos they happened to be nearby also. LIKE AFTER FIVE MONTHS. lol! all of us are still the same huh. hahaha. had a great time with them. can't wait for Sakae Sushi on the 19th. on man ppl!
just a random question for everyone that sees this.
if you were to describe me in one word, what would that word be?
leave your answer on the board. (:
TAG REPLIES.
weirong: HAHAA. he'll probably have to double-check twice. eh we both are january kids. but yet so short. -.-
imee: how random can you get?
nicole: yo yo yo.
celine: lol hi Celine! uh, what link? o.O
pricey: -.- you're just thinking dirty that's all.
michelle: it's only been a few days shortie! you mean red like tomato? yeah i know i'm paisehed abt that. and LOL, it's only for classes that are taught SS by Lena Poh. mine and your class Tan Tsui Fang whaaaat.
fiZa: don't flatter me i'm getting too cold! ahaa.
for the sec fours taking normal chinese, 9 days to your MT Os!
but for the TWENTY OF US, it's 9 days to NEW ZEALAND. :D
» 9:57 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
TAG REPLIES.
rachelbok: yes okay you've been linked already. at least you left your link this time. LOL.
Jasmine: don't suan lah. like three managers were at the entrance okay. look on the bright side, we'll be catching X-men. muaha.
weirong: yeah man yeah man. you can do that officially from 7th january. for me, only 6 days later. LOL.
SHEEP!: but wouldn't it just makes sense if you don't take in any carbo at all, and like that you don't even need to burn off anything. LOL. oh well. you're blood O too? i didn't know.
nicole: well nicole, that's for A and B class only. T.T
rong: yeah exactly, like FDFH*@($*?! right? ugh. they checked every single person.
cherie: hey bimbo! :D
TING <3: HAHA, which is like.. tml.
Rachel: tsktsk. nvm even if they don't appreciate, WE HAD A GOOD TIME FEASTING ON IT ANYWAY. (:
pricey: well, not really. LOL. i was out tweet.
rahh: i miss calling you lil girl sarah! LOL.
» 8:19 PM
i feel so shagged now.
i woke up so early today for breakfast at Kallang Mac with Weiru, Imee and Nicole.(she couldn't wake up in the end.) and i had a long day of fuck. Ah Ngoi kaopehing in Chinese, Ms Goh losing control of the class in Physics, Mrs Huang picking on me during her marathon 3 periods of A&E Maths whenever i just put my head down to catch some sleep.. andandand, GUIDES. -.- wlao. i should have just ponned school like planned.
i wasted my time rushing through my Chemistry presentation ytd. wth man. i actually came to school bcos of THAT. and THAT thing didn't happen. wlaowlaowlao it only adds up to my pms lah wtfwtfwtf. the first two periods were spent on checking marks instead. and hai. my marks. ):
got 19 for my L1R5 this SA. and i had 24 for overall L1R5. why?
reminder: i had an L1R5 of 30 for CA.
Althea that ass still was like rubbing it into my face. evil siah. she had an L1R5 of 21 and she's 18th in class. but me? L1R5 24, position THIRTY. kua kua kua.
don't care lah. i'm still gonna be happy. and PARRRRTY. :D
for once during Guides since i was sec two, WE HAD PT. yes, pt. can you believe that?! we ran like only two rounds round the school and some stupid lame warmups and some pushups and i was already so weak. shit lah. )): i'm gonna die when i get to New Zealand where we have to hike mountains overnight.
meeting the LJS clan tml! muaha. that thought just you know, brightens me all up. haven't seen them in five freaking whole months ever since we stopped working. it's been a long long time and we have too much to catch up on.
i neeed more cash. i just wished a money storm would happen just outside my house now and i would just conveniently pick up the 50 dollar bills that falled on the floor. ):
> don't fall down so hard until i'll have to be the scissors to cut the paper up. lol. okay jk. i don't think you want me to do that anyway.
» 7:22 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
wheeeeeeeets! i just finished my Chem article for tml. i actually wanted to do on the Maggi mash potato thing on why it turns solid from a liquid once it's disposed from a machine. but when i search Google, all i get are adverts. T.T so i gave up and did on Molybdenite. i think it's gonna be boring. -.- tell me abt it after i present yeah.
we were suppose to catch the Da Vinci Code today at Cineleisure. the basement ticket booth was suppose to be more lax, so yes we bought the tickets from there.
the lady behind the booth went, 'pls be reminded that they would be checking your IDs when you entering the cinemas bcos it's an NC16 movie.' i thought she just scaring us and all, bcos for Final Destination 3 and V for Vendetta, both NC16 movies, they didn't check my ID when i entered. Mee and Ni like a bit skeptical, but i was so confident and i just went, 'okay'. LOL.
wlao eh. in the end, we were refused in bcos they did check our IDs. Kenneth and co got in bcos they lied about them all being foreigners so had no ID. -.- wtf right. Munshi, Xiao Xuan and Selena also couldn't get in. lol. Nicholas wasted his money cabbing down to catch the movie in time for nothing. :/ in the end only Mee and Boon caught the movie, while we changed the remaining tickets to X men next week. wheets.
but we were still hardcore on DV code. Weiru suggested Shaw Plaza at Balestier, cos she say they don't check there. so we cabbed down, and when we went there.. THEY ALSO REFUSED US. ): wtf man. then suddenly Zhang called me and asked us where we were. he and Jiaheng wanted to join us cos they couldn't get into DV Code at Cine too when we met them there. LOL. they cabbed down also.. and yeah, were refused, ALSO.
the buses at Shaw Plaza were all alien. 21, 131, 130, 146. the lost feeling that you feel when you're in a area which you hardly know is super screwed up. so, we gave up and just took any bus and decided to let it bring us to some decent civilisation like MRT stations. i forgot the bus number we randomly took, but after awhile when we were on the bus and the route it took started to become more and more ulu, i went to ask the bus uncle which was the nearest MRT station that the bus would bring us to.
and he went in Chinese,
'girl ah! ni da cuo bus le lah. zhe ge bus mei you di tie zhan de. yao da ling wai yi bian cai ke yi qu Novena MRT.'
(TRANSLATE: girl ah, you take wrong bus already. this bus doesn't go to any MRT station one. must take the opposite direction then can get to Novena MRT. -.-)
so we dropped, and took another bus that Jiaheng said would get us to PS. and muaha! we finally got there. ate at KFC, while i got amused with the fish floss moving on my hot hot tako balls. LOL.
funny incident that happened there was that the guys saw a ten dollar note lying on the floor from B2 at B1. and all three of them rushed down the escalator to choing for the note. -.- money-faces.
i swear Jiaheng and Zhang are damn embarrassing. they went to try out the Osim iGallop thing. lucky Nicholas got enough sense. lol, reminds me of the incident at Imee's house when i tried her mum's uZap.
continued stoning for a while more, and then went home with Weiru by the MRT.
oh well, quite a screwed up day not doing anything productive. but still had fun. HAHA.
» 10:21 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
TAG REPLIES.
atiqah: YOOO!
althea: with you around, i think i'll be fine. thanks. <3
Rachel: hey sacarstic fool. where's the sisterhood man. LOL. well glad we enjoyed the cake yeah! you'll lose that extra pound in no time i swear. don't console to keep me in a state of denial by saying i'm tall okay. that's damn mean. ): but thanks for the words! looveyou.
Jinghan: hey there. (:
TING <3 : like wo bu xiang ni like that. LOL. mooacks!
weiru: i appreciate that. (: thanks man fellow same-bagger. LOL.
sophia: i dedicated a part of my post to you guys man. i don't understand why you all so nerd lah! can't take it. -.-
price: ugh.. .__.
michelle: LOL, that tag was cute. thanks okay! haha. sorry you didn't get to try the cake. ):
weirong: it's bcos there's only 15 girls in our class that's why you have no choice but to stand RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE during Phototaking. aha! kay lah i'm so mean. thanks! <3
SHEEP!: yeah man yeah man. Boon wants to throw pringles at me. 0.o
rahh: haha! yours also very nice what. and issit? one of those guys stays around my area and i always see him around. -.-
i realised that i had 13 ppl viewing me at the same time today at one point of time. omg, scary.
» 10:07 PM
to start, my results!
English: 65.6/100 (B3)
i have to say i did oooookay only. the component which i scored on was situational writing, 23/30. and comprehension on the stooopid ant warefare pulled me down. had 13.5/25 for that. ): saddening right. summary was fine with a score of 18/25. but narrative i screwed up.. or maybe that farida was kinda strict in marking. had 18/30 for that.
Higher Chinese: 47/100 (D7)
note HIGHER. lol. i don't even deserve this title, seriously. i have to admit i really bochap Chinese at all. aha. but hey it's not only me. Weiru, Melson, Shaun, Nicholas etctetcetcetc and many many other ppl also don't care what! but that ass Melson PASSED, when he did nothing but sleep during lessons. wlao. but nvm, it's only Chinese. i take it as optional. muaha.
Physics: 73/100 (A2)
could have got 76, but i lost that three precious marks to carelessness. ): kinda happy with the paper. considered that i could actually scrape an A2 when i was a D7 failure at it during Common Test! (:
Chemistry: 63/100. (B4)
this one got me depressed. i admitted i felt superdeeduper disappointed with it. i lost hard 17 marks bcos i couldn't keep to time. WHY? i'll tell you why. cos i wasn't able to read the clock from where i'm sitting in the classroom during exams. -.- you know those audio speakers that's attached to the walls? ..they blocked my view of the bloody clock. frk that man. i had 17/20 for section A, 38/50 for B, and a pathetic 8/30 for C! ): and the worse part was that there wasn't any 'SEE ME' on my paper, he even drew that ugly trademark smiley of his. :/
Amaths: 64/100 (B4)
wheeets! i got to thank Eric for this man. muaha. got 38 for Paper One, and a mere 26 for Paper Two. but SO WHAT? i passed both papers and i passed it in total and i'm gonna pass it overall for semester one! ABBY'S A HAPPY GIRL. (:
Emaths: 63/100 (B4)
got to thank Eric also. lol. for the patience, effort and tolerance whenever i interrupt him with my standard 'why must like that?' when he's halfway explaining stuff to me. HAHAA, i'm waiting for him to treat Price and me to SUKI SUSHI man! tuition teacher also got to entertain your students once in a while.. since you always cope my house Coke whenever you come. :D so anyway, got 38 for Paper One, but i failed Paper Two with 24.5/100! LOL. who cares, i passed okay. that's all that matters for me - someone who initially had F9 for Emaths Common Test.
Geography: 72/100 (A2)
i could have done better. ): too many careless mistakes to count siah. tsktsktksktsk! but nvm nvm, i should be glad for what i have.
Combined Humans: 60/100 (B4)
frked up situations always happen here. i scored 22/30, highest in class for Social Studies when i didn't even touch on it AT ALL. but for History, i have to say i did quite a thorough revision, but yet i failed with 14/30. ): so ironical. maybe i shouldn't study for History anymore and i'll just sit back and let nature do wonders.
well, i think i did okay this time overall. but if you're to compare my marks to B class ppl... wlao, demoralizing lah. dropped by Sophia's blog a few days back; and wth lah! she's DEMORALISED when all her marks are like AAAAAA and BBBBBBB. -.- oh well. i guess B ppl look at distinctions, but D ppl just wanna pass and be happy. lol.
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headed to town today with Jo, Donny, Jasmine and Shearen. we made Shearen pon SS lecture so we needn't wait for her till 3.30. Shearen and Jo are like known ponners in their classes now. :X
i felt freaked by this weird guy on bus 16 when we were on the way to Orchard. i think he's mentally retarded. he kept smiling at the five of us, and wlao! super freaky lah. whenever ppl start coming up the bus (ESPECIALLY FEMALES), he'll start patting the seat next to me, like want the person to come and sit next to him. lol, funny in a way, and yes, freaky in another way. yeah as Jo said, he's harmless. i know that, but really lah he kept smiling at my direction and i was seriously freaked out.
went to Cine for LJS, then headed to Heeren for shopping. Jasmine bought someone a bday present and she wants to fold roses. sosososo we headed to Popular at Orchard MRT to buy those paper roses. wlao, i swear i suck at folding roses lah. HAHA. we sat on the stairs and tried figuring out how to for some time before i decided to give up and just go home.
tml's holiday! wheets. i just found out that all East Zone schools have holiday tml too. damnit man. that means DV Code would be fully seated tml if we were to watch it. T.T
» 9:07 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
you know what?
i know i'm strange. but i suddenly feel the need to blog to feel better.
i feel affected. i feel affected so much to the extent that i can get so sad till my tears just flow down like a dripping tap, or to the extent that i get so pissed with ppl and my whole head gets giddy.
kinda cool, but really no.
to you, i'm sorry. at least you know that i have nothing against you for the cold shoulder. and it's just plainly a lack of topic to talk about. i promise you when i say you'll never lose me as a friend; to even how much we would continue to drift. give me time, and i'll be just fine.
to the other, you may never get to read this. but if you do, just liked you to know that you had affected me to every extent of my life that you would ever dream about. not a very fun thing to go through, but something which makes my heart so tight whenever the heart reminds the mind of the pain it's feeling; telling the mind to stop holding the lil comforts back that had gathered up in the eyes. for the heart feels that the mind is just being plain unfair bcos he wants a strong front. and in return for that gain, it puts the heart behind th bars of misery.
try to understand that, it'll make sense.
in the meantime, have a good night.
» 11:37 PM
well let's do this randomly.
1. i had okay results. except for Chinese.
2. my mum seems more overjoyed than i am for my results.
3. i had a good time finding the perfect cake for the both of them tml. (:
4. I HOPE THEY APPRECIATE THE OREO CHEESECAKE TML.
5. i felt emo on the way home.
6. and i'm still feeling emo now.
7. rather, i feel like crying.
8. has the world changed?
9. or maybe it's just me.
10. i've been thinking alot.
11. too much, in fact.
12. probably i'm avoiding.
13. 1512 - it would have been five months today.
like fuck, you care?
oh yeah. funny fact of the day.
...my mum bought me two sets of bikinis.
don't ask why. cos seriously, i don't know why either.
» 11:03 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
so much for Mother's day when the day was practically spent on doing my stuff. LOL. i'm seriously a bu xiao zi.
we initially wanted to go to Tung Lok for lunch, but changed plans cos my dad wanted to eat Claypot Rice, and we went all the way to some ulu food court around Maxwell Road; which is near Chinatown.
after that, headed to Peninsula Plaza in search of some of the essential items i need for the trip. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO JUST FIND WOLLEN SOCKS? -.- so yes, we didn't find much. but i saw Nicole's Juice slippers like three times in three different shops in the same buliding of Peninsula. at least i found the exact same hair clip which i've been searching for that kinda broke some time ago. teehehehe.
i was suppose to change my phone today. but when we went to Parkway, the queue at M1 stretched all the way that it blocked the whole common area. eew. i hate queues, so we decided to come back again on a weekday. and this leaves me with more time to decide what phone i actually want! (:
so i shopped around Topshop alone while my parents were looking at fridges for the new house at Harvey Norman. i got bored, so i kept taking clothes and trying them at the fitting room to kill time. ahahahhahahaa. i think the lady got a lil pissy offey with me, EHEM! i'm still a customer okay.
i'm going to save up to buy that purple $23 top. hmm. yes. okay. set!
anyway, i just uploaded pictures from my camera that i took prehistoric times ago. it's the pictures of the outing that Imee, Weirong, Jolene, Leon, Tzu Pui and Weijie had together when we went to see the Band play at Kallang Stadium. so here they are. (:
somehow, i managed to capture many many funny expressions.

LOOK AT JOLENE. she's actin cute. and yes, she does loook cute in fact.

don't be surprised. guys like Leon likes acting cute too. AHA.

look at Mee. it was a candid shot. HAHA. but looks funny anyway.

presenting MR TZU PUI! muhahahhaa.

that's me covering my eyes, and Imee catching some sleep.

HAHA. another candid! looks like Gavin's trying to lick Leon's mashed potato.

"KNN CCB! wanna fight huh? COME AH SETTLE BEHIND."

and well, finally! A DECENT PICTURE. haha.
from left: Tzu Pui, Leon, Weijie, Weirong, Me, and Imee.
AND NOW,
pictures from Jasmine that she took during our Games Carnival.

the TEAM. third place without much difficulty! (:

THIS PICTURE IS FUNNY SHIT. everyone laugh with me!

i like this pic. but the only part of Weirong looking as tall as me pisses me off. ): it was suppose to be according to height order! LOL.

love you guys. thanks for everything.
and for those who were wondering whether i'll be giving my mum for Mother's Day present afterall.. well yes, Shahirah passed the present back to me this morning when i was still half asleep.
it's still unwrapped. aiyeh, lazy to wrap! what's the point of wrapping presents anywayyy. you waste energy wrapping them when it's gonna be opened after all, you waste energy opening the present which you took so much time to wrap, and most of all, you waste paper. so much for Saving the Earth.
probably i'll give it to her at 1159pm tonight just to keep her butt itchy. bwahahahha.
» 6:32 PM
TAG REPLIES.
jo: ...-.-
jojo: YEAH MAN. we'll be getting back results on monday! EEEW.
simran: yes i did. muahaha. you can't do anything abt it. :D
Kor: ..i didn't get frightened.
Jasmine: <3 back to you. (:
nicole: uhhhhhh, your tagboard don't even have legs. you were the one that carried it away. :D
mic: aiyah stink STING you can already. hahahaha.
SHEEP!: Jo thinks the pic is cute. lol.
weirong: LOL LAMMMMMME.
imee: ..you dare. i spammed you back anyway so it doesn't matter. o=)
JASMINE-: relinked already. tc yeah!
» 12:09 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
i'm damn pissed with my mum.
too bad for her scolding me, i'm not gonna give her the present i initally bought for her just now at Taka. FUCK, buy present for her and she still scolded me for being late. FORGET IT LAH I DIDN'T WANNA GIVE YOU THE PRESENT IN THE FIRST PLACE ANYWAY. i'm just gonna give it to Shahirah, and Auntie Eda would be getting the card and Famous Amos cookies she bought, PLUS the mug that i initially bought for you. and HAH, you got nothing to haolian about to your friends on what happened to you on Mothers' day. probably beside the present that Auntie Eda gets from Shahirah, she'll get something from Jeff too. so that makes you a double loser. old hag.
i'm still fucking pissed, but i decided that that paragraph above was way too mean. maybe i'll get the mug back from Shahirah later, but i'll see if she piss me off further or not first.
my legs are aching so badly now. when i took off my shoes just now when i got home, the sole of my feet was all blistery and soaked with sweat. ): but hey i had 13 hours out, what do you think.
i was late to meet the rest of Parkway McD this morning before our NZ meeting. the ironical part was that it was me that asked Wanfong to gather the rest for breakfast yesterday night when Nicholas asked me. hahahaha. and in the end, i woke up at 815 when we had to meet there at 8. both Wanfong and Nicholas smsed me and asked me where i was at 8, and Wanfong called me up at 815 cos she guessed i would still be asleep when i didn't reply her sms. LOL. others there were Jolene, Weirong, Donna and Amirul. i'm so sorry guys! lol, at least i kinda ta-baoed my hashbrown to eat on the way when we went to school right. :D
the meeting was seriously lame. we spilted ourselves into two groups, and this would be the groups that we would be working with throughout the whole of the NZ trip. glad to say, i'm happy with my group.
they are,
1. Weirong!
2. Jevonne!
3. Amalina.
4. Nicholas Ng!
5. Kah Chee.
6. Thong Kiat.
7. Zaki.
8. Daphne
9. and Jun Liang.
ALL NICE PEOPLE. MUAHAHHAHA BE GLAD MAN WEIRONG! ((:
after the meeting, initial plans was to play Netball, but it was raining. so Donny, Fong, Weirong, Jolene and me went to PS to get the polycarbonate waterbottles that we'll be needing for our trip. HAHA, i had a hard time settling on the colours, cos there was no yellow. grr, i took purple in the end cos the green was a lil too bright. :/ twenty bloody bucks, burnt my pocket. -.-
BAH.
Shahirah joined me in town after the rest went home. we shopped till we almost dropped man. my leg started to ache really badly. i felt uber unglam, cos i seemed to be the only one in my school uniform of a shade that's 80% jade green at about 7 plus in Orchard. and the stares that ppl gave me with their 'omg wearing school u to Orchard is wrong' looks didn't really helped much either.
finally i bought new slippers! haha. it's a Paul Frank blue and red. damn cute lahh. costed me $19.90. weeeets.
so on my list of wants,
new bag. (Weiru and me bought identical ones at Heeren together on Thursday.)
new slippers.
muahahahha. now it's time for clothes man.
TOPSHOP BAYBEH!
we rushed home after lining up at Wisma's Famous Amos for Shahirah's Mother's Day present. and we cocked up some story of Shahirah's ankle being kicked by some bastard when the crowd was heavy in Orchard to my mum so she'll fetch us from Kembagan MRT and we wouldn't need to wait for the bus that way.
got to go over to Imee's tml, cos my school shoes, pencil case, etcetcetc are still at her house since wednesday. :/
> so much for being okay.
» 10:03 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
i've been feasting on Japanese Cuisine for like three days in a row. man man man. my mum says it's healthy, but the rice in the Sushi is just too much carbo to take in man.
went to eat with my two pair of parents, (REAL parents & GOD parents) for Japanese Cuisine at some unknown location to me cos i was sleeping my way through in the car. ha. the food was better than yesterday's. the sushi's nicer, the tempura prawns are crispier. wwweets. lucky i didn't eat anything for that whole day except for McD's hotcakes in the morning. :D
random facts i got to know today!
> blood O ppl should eat more meat rather than carbo cos our blood doesn't absorb carbo as well as other blood type. damn, i'm also a blood type O. i'm gonna avoid carbo from now. -.-
> Coke was made out of cocaine at first and it only stopped around the 1940s!
> i look taller after two weeks. (THAT'S WHAT UNCLE PERRY TOLD ME) :DDDDDDD
» 11:40 PM
btw btw!
TAG REPLIES!
nicole: HI DEAREST! is it my com or is your tagboard not working?
imee: teeehehehheheheee. don't worry lah your dream won't come true. if it does, i owe you a slap on my face.
JASMINE-: hey! thanks for the words yeah. [; you take care too.
YANJIA!: OMGGGGG WE'RE GONNA GO OUT ON THE TWENTYTH!
weirong: LOL. you damn sacarstic lah! trust me lah you'll do better than me for sure. :D
sophia: haha thanks for dropping by!
woOtnicK: rmb to bring your form or i'll skin you.
SHEEP!: yo fong. let's go shopping man.
Kor: Saturday got to go back schooool. ):
TING <3: 20th baybeh!
bcos of Imee's spams on my blogs.. some of these tags went to the next page. -.-
» 12:56 PM
there's alot of things that been happening. but i'm just too sian to elaborate everything in great details lah. went around the other's blogs, and it seems like no one's in the mood to blog. aha. oh well, sorry if this post is a lil rondom. oookay, so here goes.
wednesday after SPA, the bbq happened. the usual ppl were all there, and the usual fun we had was all there too. Samuel came! lol, i understand why he and Jo hooked up already - same league one siah. just that Sam's just a lil more than lame - and that means retarded. :D
Imee, Nicole, Boon and me went to Giant Parkway to get food and we walked down to east coast to the pit. and HAHA, we bought ROTI PRATAS.
so we tried bbqing roti prata. Boon's and David's one turned out okay, but mine turned out like tou sa pao.(according to them) -.- but surprisingly it tasted okay. nice in fact. haha. we added vodka and milkshake to one of the pratas, and me and Nicholas tried it. it was like sugar prata, sweet and yet, milky at the same time. lucky never get stomachache.
on the way back to Parkway, i swear all of us went crazy. it started just with me hitting Nicholas on the head with the Calbee Hot&Spicy big bag, and then we started throwing that bag of potato chips to each other like a ball. aha. soccer-style, bowling-style, NETBALL-style. SO FUNNY LAH. things went seriously outrageous and ppl stared at us as if we were mad. when we reached the HDB blocks at Marine Parade, we opened the bag.. and the chips inside was like powdered. LOL, looked damn sick and unedible. so we threw it away.
went home with my parents fetching me and giving Kang and Weiru a lift home. whee!
as for THURSDAY..
had the stupid Da Vinci challenge thing in the morning. i was late, lol. and thank God i was. it was so boring lah can. we and 3B were doing the Physics category, 3A do Bio, and 3E Chem.
we had to pour milk into a tank of water and shine light rays through. the milk particles were supposedly suppose to absorb the white light's blue light and when that happens, we're only suppose to see red light on the other side of the tank. FEEL MY PAIN MAN IT WAS BORING. lucky i had Weirong and Cliffton for company. we crapped our whole way through and we even disiaoed Ms Goh. aha. i asked Ms Goh about my Physics, and this was how it went.
Me: Ms Goh how did our class do for Physics?
Ms Goh: umm, i think got about five of you failed.
Me: ISSIT? did i fail?
Ms Goh: no lah you didn't, in fact you did quite well.
Me: really? B3 or B4?
Ms Goh: if i'm not wrong i think it's an A2.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL!
seriously Ms Goh made my day man. but aiyah, i don't wanna get my hopes too high in case it's a B and i get disappointed all over again. afterall, she only went 'i think.'
after the DV challenge thing, Wanfong, Weirong and me went to Parkway specially just for bubble tea. Green Apple Ice Blended is freakingly sour, don't try it man i swear. ):
met the usuals at Cineleisure with Weiru. went back to LJS to visit them since it was convenient. andandand, Samy said she misses me! aawwwwww. :X
caught MI 3. omg Maggie Q is one hot shit man. go watch it it's hilariously cool for a action-packed movie. they filmed part of it in Shanghai, and when the Shanghai part came out, we were gasping and pointing like lil kids cos we ACTUALLY went there before last june together! LOL. just imagine this: Tom Cruise is stepping on the same ground we stepped before. weets. and i found out that IMF, the force that Tom Cruise works for stands for 'Impossible Mission Force.' ahhaha. so corky.
met my parents at Tanjong Pager for Sushi Buffet at M Hotel in the evening. they made me wait for about 45 minutes. -.-.. but the wait was worthwhile cos the food was seriously great. my father made noise when the bill came cos he didn't get any discounts from his VIP card and the bill was about 170+++. HAHA. the lady went, 'sorry sir, your card is not valid on the eves of public holidays.' you should have seen my father's million dollared face expression.
when i reached home, there was a SIMABBRAH/CORNONETHIRD/ASS gathering! haha. it's been a looooooong time since me and Price hung out with Simran. that busy nerd always studying and studying in VJ, NO LIFE LAH LOSER.
went home about 1, and i just knocked out while smsing Gary halfway. oooooops. :B
as for today, i think i wanna stay home the whole day and just stone in front of my com. if i wanna go out, i can only go out with my parents.. and that' s like, quite sucky lah. they're at the new house now i think. probably deciding on my bathroom colour! HAHA, losers.
maybe i'll go out to have my free 500 dollars upgrade of phone later. hee. i have the Nokia 7370 leamour collection in mind to change to, but i'm still surveying. any good recommendations out there? :/
> so much for being random man. it turned out a long post. LOL.
» 10:17 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
GUESS WHAT?
EXAMS ARE OVER OVER OVER OVER!
to everyone: thank you.
» 12:03 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
tag replies.
| jo: <3 |
shearen: ..MATHS FREAK.
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2.15.15.14: well, i kinda thought so when i saw 2.15.15.14.
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y.ying: okay yes i see it. (: i'll be linking you. you take care too.
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TING <3: liting, thank you so much. you take care too.
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| pricey: haha i'm calling you now. |
don: hey back to you.
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mic: tsk. airbee special breed one lah. still will live even after it stings. LOL.
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» 2:54 PM
Xing Hua's currently arguing over the fact that my name in short should be spelt as Aby, not Abby.
how come ah? i mean yeah lah it's Abygail with a single B, but when you spell it in short, it's suppose to be double Bs. right? :/
the only pple that spells my name as Aby are Wanfong, Xing Hua, my cousins, Weiru and Weijia.
as for Michelle, she calls me AIRBEE. (kongqi mifeng ._.)
Imee for me is ABBEH.
Jo? ....worse - fat ass.
wlao. why everyone manipulate my name? ):
ohohoh. SCREW AMATHS AND CHINESE MAN SCREW SCREW SCREW! so bloody demoralising. ): i can confidently bet that i'll be failing both papers badly. Chinese i don't really care lah. but it's Amaths that i mind. aiyaaaaaaah BYEBYE NEW ZEALAND LAH.
can't wait for tml, thursday, and saturday and the many many days after exams. me and Nicole were so bored that we planned what we're gonna do on wednesday and thursday!
WEDNESDAY.
after SPA, we're gonna go hoooome, get changed and HAHA BBQ BBQ BBQ! wheewheewhee. not sure of the venue yet though. probably at east coast i guess. hmm, or maybe at my place.
THURSDAY.
morning SENTOSA.
afternoon BRUNCH at Cafe Cartel!
after that MOOOOOOOOOOVIES.
thenthenthen the beach!
but now that Imee and me got to go back to school for a meeting regarding the Da Vinci Challenge on Thursday, probably Sentosa in the morning is a goner. ):
anyhowwww. it's still gonna be fun. it's the company that matters.
Chem's awaiting me. toodles!
» 1:48 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
it's hard to just cut strings off from someone you once felt so attached to; someone who you shared so much with, whom you did so much for.. whom you have loved more than all the love in the world put together.
i still do smile like i did in the past, i still do joke, and laugh and hang out with my girlfriends. but the only difference now is the absence of love and concern i once felt so showered with, along with the embracement of hugs and warmth i felt from him.
i thought it would be easy to make it through.. with just a few emo wrecks and i'll be fine; but it was more than that. it took more than just tears and pain. it was the courage that i needed to put something, which i depended on like my life, down, and start all over again.
xmas, birthdays, sentosa, theplayground, that night out, jogs..
it's probably hard to forget.
you were the one that i baked a cake for on your 16th birthday.
you were the one that i celebrated my birthday with.
you were the one that made me feel so special on Valentine's.
you were the one i brought home to show my mum.
and, you were the one that i would go to when i needed someone.
to how much we have gone through together,
so it's just gone like that?
i'm a strong person. i was never known to shed tears. not in front of a crowd, or at least, to even feel emotional at all. i'm someone happy, bubbly, full of spunk and yeah, sacarstic at times. i don't feel comfortable crying in front of friends, or even my parents.
but because of you, you made me feel how it was like to be so weak and to feel the real pain of heartbreak. so i guess, this was what you meant for as for my own good?
it's kinda a fucked up logic that i'm trying to accept. a logic that probably is blurred now for the moment when the heartache is still blinding my vision.
be it whether i was only your passing phase, or the special one,
- i'm moving on.
i won't be brave enough to take up so much hurt the next time round when you ask me back and this happens all over again. i don't want to be built up all over again and in the end, i'll just be let down like i did before all the same.
it's hard enough to just make it through this once;
what more a second time.
but i'll love you as i've always did.
i know i'll be smiling again once i make it through this rain.
believe in me friends, and watch me.
» 1:52 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
the only reason probably why my mum always stops me from going out with Shahirah is that she may be afraid i'm lesbian.
THAT'S SO COOL MAN.
but there may be this possibility that she may think that way; don't you think? both me and her are single now. and we stick to each other for practically the rest of each other's lives. she knows my whole family and i know her whole family too. we change in the same room for convenience and start swearing 'fuckyou' at each other for no reason.
not that we literally wanna fuck each other lah, please.
when we wanted to go Parkway just now, my mum was like, 'why not you all study? why must go Parkway together?' then she goes on questioning us like nobody's business. HELLO, it's only Parkway right? not like we're going to Johor Bahru where we may potentianally get robbed by some guys with parangs.
so yeah, we still went to Parkway in the end.
she limped her way through the whole place, with everyone staring after her. AHA. it's so embarrassing lah. i feel guilty laughing at her sprained ankle when i was the one that's kinda the cause for it. but any sane soul with a decent sense of humour would find it funny. :X
ate sushi, drank bubble tea. even though both of us felt fat. :/
we're gonna study later. most probably lah i guess.
» 7:41 PM
i'm up so early, on a Saturday morning. lol. it's 1025 now, and it leaves me with 35 minutes to go grab McD's hotcakes. ): aiyah forgeddit, i'm gonna jian fei.
you know, it's weird how emo i can get now. when i'm stressed now, all i do is laugh, laugh, and laugh. i don't like pms like how i did in the past when i was stressed. weird huh. yeah i think so too.
when i watch drama serials and the touching part comes, ...i'll cry. wtf right. i actually would cry. last time, it's just 'HAHA so mushy.' -.-
AND ANOTHER THING. i used to crave chocolates. now, it's like when Donna goes, 'want chocolates?' my natural instinct tells me to shake my head and go, 'don't want.'
))))))))))))))))))))))))))): I MISS YOU ALOT LAH FUCKFUCKFUCK.
it feels like holiday today. i don't have to mood to mug at all. but yeah, i have to no matter what for the sake of going to New Zealand. since i'm hardcore gonna fail 3 subjects already (both maths and chinese), i can't afford to fail more.. although i have a strong feeling i'm gonna fail combined humans too bcos of bloody ss. T.T
- i won't let myself cause my heart so much misery.
» 10:25 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
LOL. i was reading through my old testis, and i came across one written by Jo.
Josephine Posted 04/28/2004
hawlowz!! (^0^)/ finaly write u a
proper testi.. dun blame mi fer writin
crap k?? ^^v abby is damn nice =)..she
lyk everytime accompany mi when i
veerie sian..shi very nice to tok to
lorhz..;) oh yah..ini cewek bener
bener cantik!! lucu juga!! kelihatanya
banyak cowo suka dia.. go figure wt it
means by urself!! learn sum indo
language =p her chinese damn pro
lorhz..take higher chinese sum more..i
gt f9 fer de CA..T_T..sho jealous of
her siah..hehe..anywaez..shis a damn
likable person..first time met her
like her straight away liaoz..erm when
did we first met?? i forgot..-_-; i gt
realy bad memory larh..hope i dun
becum de old man jus now..de one dat
has amnesia..damn scarie lorh..
..forgetit..im gettin veri lame
here..tokin bout lameness..ur nt lame
larh..well mayb sumtimes..=p oh
yarhz..shi is great at counselin
peeps..^^ quite mature oso..hehe..k
larhz..i write until here..next time
gt sum more to write den i write..^^
tEkKer..bYe bYe
you know what. till now i still don't understand what does indo words mean. care to explain tweet? to think you sing praises of me last time.. now all you do is SUAN. ):
» 8:46 PM
yawns. my mouth stinks so badly now man. i just woke up from my nap. long sweet nap. (:
i haven't had enough sleep for the past few days. and four hours is sleep is omg.. SHOIK LAH. whee whee whee!
SS today. total disaster. ): i didn't even READ THROUGH merger and seperation. stupid school. killl students literally only. i thought Sri Lanka would come out even when Jo told me to study seperation. hai wth man. Miko's gonna fail too.
Amaths, Chem and Chinese(chinese not counted) left! yayyayyayyay!
» 6:22 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
to how i feel today.
alone, tearful, and pissable.
how about that?
probably the sudden urge to blog so much blinds me from the fact that i'm really SCREWED UP lah.
so much for studying, when me and Price changed so many locations in such a short time. we went to the airport.. (yes, the airport don't laugh) and reached there to find out that ten other billion ppl were occupying all the coach seats, talking so much to each other with books opened on the table but untouched.
WTF RIGHT, DON'T WANT TO STUDY DON'T SIT ON THE COACH LAH. OTHER PPL LIKE ME WANTS THE COACH SO BADLY. AND ALL YOU DO ON THE COACH IS TALK AND TALK AND TALK. FUCK YOU LAH NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO ISSIT. SO NOISY YOU CALL THAT STUDYING.
okay. *BREAAAAAAAAATHES.
i'm fine.
so we went to BK; to find out that we have altogether 55 cents - her money and my money. i had fifty cents left, and she, five cents. lol. decided to take the MRT back to Kembagan and study at KCC. we used the 55 cents to buy ourselves a tube of Polo to earn the seats in the Cafe. pathetic or just plain absurd? -.-
hah. someone came to kajiao us for abt one hour. bloody shit! that person just don't get it lah damnit.. we decided that the balcony at my house was the best place. so abt six, we headed home.
i felt emo and stuff, and i asked Price to walk home from Kembagan with me. so much for that idea man. she sprained her ankle when she hopped off this like protuded out thingy and she went screaming 'frkitknnccb' while she was lying down in the middle of the pavement. bus 32 passed by and i swear everyone in the bus turned to stare at her. ahhaha. i know she was in great pain lah, but i couldn't resist laughing. cos the sight was seriously funny. :X
the lady of the house that she lied in front of thought that we were finding someone from the house. so she came out and went like, 'do you all need something?' lol. so funny man. she accompanied us until my mum came and fetch us home.
so ha ha ha.
i don't even know a shit abt Sinhalese and Tamils,
and Protestants and Catholics,
and about Merger and Seperation.
Joy. To. The. World.
hai, Abby hai ren jing.
» 9:01 PM
shit, i feel so random.
bastard left me here alone. ):
sorry, but i'm seriously stressed.
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those kinda stress until you go crazy laughing into everyone's face.
» 12:39 PM
Wanfong, so much for being tall man.
you should have a higher eye level since you're tall. but the name column is actually ON TOP of the tagboard. and noooooooo, it didn't disappear. -.-
my blogging speed is getting slower and slower by the day. my posts are less frequent now. but no worries readers! i promise this thing woud be totally alive after midyears. (:
geog paper today was cool man. i didn't do much on Weathering and Case Study; and both of it came out under one structured question. aha, tyco! the studying kinda paid off. the only thing is that i'm afraid i missed out points without even knowing it.
i feel like a nerd. yes, probably i'm turning worse than Shearen now. i feel so turned on by studying; even if i feel stressed. maybe it's the NZ trip that drives me to study. but whatever it is, it's just funny that i want to study, that i want to do well. last time i was like, don't care, don't give a damn. hah, Abby's maturing now!
i've been going to KFC Siglap to study since that day with Nicole until the day before E maths. i don't wanna go back there anymore. so paiseh. all i do is order a medium Ice Tea that costs me only $2.30, and i just study there for three hours. cheapskate..
and what's with Elections?
i hate it lah. everywhere i go now i see posters of PAP and the Worker's Party. Wtf. now on my computer table there's this postcard in white that goes: VOTE FOR PAP. zz.
my mum's gonna support the opposition. and i asked her why. she told me she knows that PAP's gonna get quite alot of votes; so she's gonna give the Worker's Party sympathy votes. lol.
i'm currently waiting for Shahirah to be back. i swear she's the best studying companion. we were so stressed out ytd due to intense geog for me and chem for me that we both started laughing at like the slightest thing until tears were out and both of us felt better. so retarded. but funnnnnnnnnnnnny. :D
> don't be so AA lah, you're getting on my nerves.
>> i'm addicted to McD's breakfast. shit......):
>>> SENTOSA AFTER MIDYEARS. (:
>>>> um, this post kinda random huh. =/
» 11:45 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
i'm back,
with a new skin. :D
it's not really like done yet lah. don't really like the pic and the background. =/ oh well. but my links are cool. hahaa.
i have no motivation to study for midyears, even though my mum has been banning me from the com and fucking me up in many other ways too.
anyway, happenings for the past few days.
Saturday.
Weiru's birthday. She, Shearen, Imee, Ni and me went for dinner together at Parkway. Pastamania was great. but i swear the way we handled the Mango Cake was barbaric. aha. great time, but got busted by my mum as usual again when i got home.
Sunday.
well, not a very productive day for study either. had tuition in the morning with Eric. when we went through Emaths, i was totally blur. he told me not to stress out. if i do, call him. LOL. sounds so error. in the evening, met Nicole for a study session at Siglap Kfc till quite late lah. wanted to continue mugging when i got home. but all my motivation was lost, i swear. sigh. saddening huh.
i tried to doze off. but i felt freaking restless. called Price, and HAHA, she wasn't asleep too at abt twelve, so she came over. and we chatted the night till about three in the morning. she wanted to order Mcdelivery for McWings, but lol, she felt so shagged to even call for delivery.
i dozed off at about four, after sending an sms that made me felt better. it's like a lil kid not being able to sleep only after his mummy tells him a bedtime story. that's how i feel.
Today, Labour Day/MOD's 49th brithday.
My dad kept insisting on buying a 1 Carat diamond ring for my mum. haha. they even held hands today when we went out for lunch at Marina Mandarin. so sweet, but that doesn't blind the fact that my mum is still that bloody paranoid woman she'd always been for every other normal day. -.- aiyah mummy! i'm old enough already can you just let go let go let go. HAI.
the fact that i rmbed what made us what we are now today stopped me from telling him i love him more with every beat of my heart.
sian.
» 8:49 PM