Monday, September 19, 2005
muahahhhas. i said i'll be back after the final years. but guess what, i'm back already! (: don't really have much time to blog alot alot these days. final years nearing. damnit. ):
okay so yesterday was lantern festival. lol. and if you were wondering whether i carried a lantern, HELL NO. i didn't. my condo had a mini celebration for it. corn 1/3 had to lead the lil kiddos that came for the celebration around the whole condo. i so happen to be the one chosen to lead all of them. ahhh sooo malu. they were practically trying to race me. trying to be in front of me. how LAME. but they're lil kids, so what can i do. =/
i got to meet this SUPER DUPER FREAKING DAMN ULTRA VERY VERY CUTE KID called MEGAN. she's soooo cute that i couldn't take my eyes off her. wished she was my lil sister. i so want to have a daughter as cute as her. i swear, i'm gonna kidnap her someday. simran's target kidnap is some small guy. shahirah? she hasn't found a target yet. >.<"
today. i wanted to pon school actually. the fact that there was tingxie and geog lesson going on made me change my mind. sorry shahirah dear, you ponned school alone and spent the day by yourself baking cookies. hahahaha. LOL. okay fine, i'm freaking mean. and, yes, lame. :D
school was a o k a y. though i was very very very tired. had only three hours of sleep. sighh. managed to stay awake during geog lesson though. hees.
after school had to stay back for a last min informed d&t meetup. so weiru did it with her group while i did mine with my group. after that we two headed for parkway to check out something and have lunch before rushing for tuition at neptune court in a taxi. -.- that weiru so stubborn; ask her not to spend money on taxi fare she don't wanna listen. it's fine with me y'know, really. zzz.
after tuition rushed for maths tuition at 7.30. i was so freaking tired. first thing went there i bought bubble tea. soo funny. practically half of the maths class all were there queueing up to buy. first i saw yuanchun. then i didn't see jazreel. until he turned back. LOL. the next minute, nick was behind me. so freaky!
it's amazing how i could attempt
most of the questions for the exam paper ms ng gave. i wrote 'i love ms ng' on the paper. hahaha. hope ms ng gives me more marks. (: i broke some devastating truth to sophia today though. freaking out dated man SOPHIA LEE. xD hope you're reading this. haha.
kay lah that's all for today i guess. geog test on wed. choing arhs.
» 10:08 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i can't believe i'm actually posting this in webdings. what more, hidden.
i'm sure smart ppl like you would be able to figure out how to read my post. but guess what, i really don't care whether you know it or not. i'm just gonna blog it out. if it's gonna make me feel better.. it's worth the risk.
she says i should spilt it up with you. i have every right to, anyway. so why the fuck am i having so much faith in you even after what you done to me? sometimes, i think i believe in you too much. everything will have an ending one day, right? i thought of myself, ten years down the road, waking up every morning seeing you by my side. it's something that i felt for the first time. the feeling of security and warmth. of love and care. don't you dare tell me all this were part of made believe. or what more, just a total lie.
i believe in you, but not the previous two. why? cos you've been my friend for the past one year and a half. i have faith in you bcos i know you like the back of my hand. jx says 'cherish the relationship, since you two took so hard to be together.' i am cherishing it, but are you doing likewise? it seems to me like a big no. no. you don't care. at all.
i hate lying to myself over and over again. having nightmares everynight that you would leave me in the dark; and i see you walking away with some other girl. the thought so hurts.. that when i think abt it, tears just roll down my eyes. is this what you want to put me through? and you still dare tell me it's for my own good? well, maybe for you it's better. cos you say you need time to study. but it doesn't give you an excuse not to contact me even with just one sms that says 'i love you'. and in the end, i was the one that took the initiative to make the first move.
you probably won't read this. cos you probably won't visit my blog. you'll probably never know how terrible i feel. i so fcuking hate myself sometimes for loving you so much.
» 11:08 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
I'LL BE AWAY UNTIL AFTER FINAL YEARS.
mum's banning me from the com quite strictly. i got to do do do well this time! my common test SUCKED to the core. so yupp, i'll have short updates whenever i have access to the com.
soo.. DON'T MISS ME!
and don't worry, i won't miss you either. :D
take care. (:
» 10:13 PM
i saw a mosquito flying around in my toilet just now while i was about to have a shower. it was fat, ugly, black, irritating, and of course, deadly.
my mum gets so paranoid over mosquitoes these days due to the increasing number of dengue cases. she blabbered about the facts to me.
so my train of thoughts came.
i looked at it.
it just stoned on the wall.
"i wonder if it's aedes."
"i want to get dengue."
i was standing really still,
waiting for it to bite me.
but, it didn't. unfortunately.
i wanted to get sick, i wanted to fall ill.
so that i can skip schoool.
so that i can run away from the frustrations.
so that i have an excuse to cry,
saying it sucks to besick,
even when they don't actually fall for that reason;
but for something else.
oh and if you were wondering.
i killed it.
my hand was stained with blood.
» 6:21 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
went on a serious shopping spree today with my parents. it's been such a long time since i've shopped like THIS. lol. spent close to four hundred bucks in total. went to suntec, marina square.. and i can't rmb. just around that area larh. you get the picture. (:
mum bought four bags. she paid only for the price of three lah, cos supposedly it's buy three get one free. but i don't see any diff when the price summed up to two hundred plus. wth man. i bought three blouses, so will get one more item free right. my dad bought a polo shirt. FIVE bucks only. lol. it's sooo cheap, the things there. that roxy shirt i bought is only $14.90. lol. also bought a pair of white flat heeled shoes. been wanting it for such a looong time. bwahaha. got a blur mini jacket free cos my dad bought three shirts; rmb the buy three get one free thing. zzz.
went to joo chiat to eat at some hawker stall. dinner was great. (: even though it was simple.
came home. packed my room! i can't believe i found three overdued MCs over my room. lol.
okay. that's all larh. and to JO: what are you trying to IMPLY man. >.<
» 11:24 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
BWAHAHHAHAHA. new skin! kinda lovey dovey. but, i like it larh. (:
lazy to update at the moment. sooo toodles!
» 7:05 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
btw, thanks for all those that tagged my blog! haha. i very lazy to reply. so YEAH. just wanna tell you guys i saw the tags. all those saying,
"i'm bored",
"HI",
or some other stuff.
THANKS.
» 4:04 PM
ytd went to jo's house in the afternoon. we were suppose to study.. but as usual. we didn't. shearen keep wanting to play twister. when we're suppose to study! aiyeh. we watched pirates of the carribean too. orlando so cute. (:
went home at about seven like that. a short while after rachel came. i was so stressed then larh, keep thinking i'll do badly for my FYE. which i think i would. hai. so they were playing some game that concerns alot of diff actions (SMTH LIKE THAT LAH) while i listened to anjing on rachel's mp3 and looked through chapter 6 of science.
there was a pot luck bbq as usual. hehee. it's to give simran's mum a surprise birthday party. so sweet right. xD so yeah, it was hella fun! played pool from 9.30 to 10.30. after that we chilled at the playground for awhile before we had a major water fight. muahahha. we used styrofoam cups and three vs three, us with the smaller kids. lol. played until now got flu already. bleaghs. shahirah slept over at my house after that; simran wasn't allowed. damn. we slept at about three. kinda late larh, but we woke at two in the afternoon. zzz.
in the mist of my sleep, i was having a stomache. was suppose to go kbox with the rest, then couldn't make it cos i didn't feel well. all of them kajiaoed me to the max siah. phone calls and smses came in non stop. that donna, she called up and ask me why i couldn't make it. i told her the reason. and she went, 'walao! i thought you pangsehed us for sky.' -____-l
so yes. i've been having mood swings lately. hai. think i'm too stressed already. i need that life saving jacket that's been securing me.
» 3:36 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i'm grumpy.
don't ask why.
don't bother to know why either.
hai.
» 8:19 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
replies to taggers.
woOtnicK: no kboxing is KAROKE, nick. which era are you living in? thanks for the vodka btw. =D
rahh: hi lil girl! you're still on that woman thing. zz.
rachel': haha! thanks to you too. LOVE YOU MORE babe. mooacks.
anonymous: haha THANKS. it was hella great. (: who are you anyway? o.O
simran: i'm scared for you too. we'll bring you to woodbridge some time to get yo ua checkup. =x
JH !: bu ke yi larh. haha. i'm not that type that studies OUT. >.<
» 11:56 PM
i'm currently drunk.
lol. thanks to the vodka nick bought for me.
275 ml; 4% alchohol. bleaghs.
okay, rebonded my fringe today again.
at bedok, shahirah accompanied me. (:
we went to citylink in search for a present for her beloved;
and came back empty-handed but with our own shopping bags. haha.
after that we headed to bugis.
that shahirah PIERCED her earbone. argh.
simran will so kill her man. good luck.
after that then we headed for bedok,
where i rebonded my hair. hehe.
rushed for tuition after that.
i hate going home myself.
soo many creepy ppl.
sooooo eeyer!
especially that weird guy.
yuck. yuck. yuck.
» 10:45 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
heyness! tk'05's campfire was today. haha. just got home only; i've been in school since EIGHT in the morning. like wtf man. but everything's worth it.. the campfire was a biggy success. (: we danced me against the music. and thankfully, we DID NOT screw. xD
thanks for the effort you guys put in, really appreciate it. <3
summary for now only.
i'm just too tired to blog.
more tml! (: mooacks.
i miss you badly. ):
» 11:27 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
it's teacher's day today!
no school, tadah.
but still no break. =/
cos the guides ppl came over to practise the dance.
we finally finished steps.
i'm so glad, really.
just hope we won't screw up on the day itself. teehee.
anyway, went back to naps yesterday.
that place changed drastically.
managed to see most of the teachers.
two of them spotted me,
at the wrong period of time.
it's alright if you don't understand;
cos it's better that way. (:
after that,
me,
rachelTAN,
mavis,
serene,
junrui,
grace,
donna,
elise,
and suting;
headed for bugis.
we didn't take neos, surprisingly. lol.
the neoprint shop is so crowded larh.
so we just walked around in the end.
halfway walking suting realised that she left her waterbottle at mac just now when we were eating. so we traced our way back, trying to find her waterbottle. we gave up finding eventually, and we bought her a new nike bottle as her early birthday present. hahaa. soo funny.
that's abt it.
moooacks ppl.
» 5:47 PM