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Thursday, April 27, 2006

so this is how my day went.

for like once in a blue moon, we finally went to Parkway for lunch together after decades of donkey years. we, as in Jo, Shearen and me. Jo as usual, unglam. and mostly to say, embarrassing. ahahahhaa.

went home asap(it applies to AS SOON AS POSSIBLE here.), to work on History Elect that's happening tml. so much for sitting in front of the com now abby. sighh.

it suddenly occur to me of how it feels great to have such friends around me. like you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, and YOU!

Imee, thanks for that column for me.
back to You. [:

it's been for a short while i must say, that we actually became really close. this year to name, actually did we really confide in each other. (: you make me feel good, you make me feel like someone in this world still cares for you, even when you do the most unglam and horrible stuff that most others would just turn away and leave you for. i feel great having you dearest. it's true it's hard for me now, and that i'm really trying to be strong badly. but you helped me so much - msging me like every two hours, asking me not to stuff myself too much and asking me to have an early night. ironically, it somehow hurts that you're the one caring now, not him. lol. but i really appreciate it - for everything you've did for me.

thank you.
» 6:22 PM




Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Some things so tender, I can't explain.

- Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This.

this day turned out better than i expected it to be.

even though PE shagged me alot,
plus i had bad muscle aches all over,
plus i threw away my touhua halfway eaten out of anger during recess,
plusplus i had three remedials after school today,
and plusplusplus i had three remedials after school;

Abygail Tan is officially feeling alive again.

___________________________


i like the way Imee and me started the whole topia topia thing. it started when this word 'euphoria' came out during one of the passages we were reading during English, and i asked her what it was. she went, 'it means feeling of happiness.' and i was like, 'oooooooh.' and my random thoughts just made me say 'HAPPYTOPIA.'

cos happiness is like happy,
and euphoria somehow rhymes with topia.

HAHAHAA. then Imee went, 'huh wth is that topia?'
Abby: 'you know neopets got this place called Fairytopia? it's like, LAND OF FAIRIES. so Happytopia should mean Land of Happiness.'

haha, so absurd right.
we came up with so many different topias.

Abbytopia: a topia full of Abbys that goes *tweet tweet tweeeeeeeet!
Imeetopia: a topis full of Imees saying 'wlao damn pain lah cannot take it.' LOL.
Jotopia: numerous Jos in a line spinning pens with bad eyebags around their eyes. and as they spin the pen, they scold some random person 'fat ass'.
Leontopia: CUCKOOOS. hahahahahhahha!
Tzupuitopia: everyone goes tzu tzu pui tzutzutzu tzu tzu pui!
Weirongtopia: everyone of limited height. :X
Shearentopia: STACKS OF BIO BOOOKS.
Ninitopia: horse laughter already.
Davidtopia: 'wlao fuck lah *bangs table'
Donnytopia: lol, can't think.
Cherietopia: bimbos!
best one is Altheatopia: FULL OF BAI KAs. haaahahhahhaa.

okay, very mean. ):

i felt good today. well, not really all that good. but better than i should feel already. Jo ponned school to study today btw. i know it makes you feel like going wth right. more like go dating. .__.

just to let you know, it was you that made me waste 80 cents throwing my half-eaten food away out of anger. i don't think you have the right to question me anymore. hi bye friends don't talk abt stuff like this i guess? if you care, you wouldn't rub it in. and if i would want you to know, i would tell you. it makes sense right?
» 6:44 PM




Tuesday, April 25, 2006

btw, i haven't been back here for quite awhile.
so to the numerous tags:

jo: well, some anonymous person tagged abt the maths paper thingy when the pure science paper and the combined science one was different. and David got all worked up and spammed my whole board. -.-
SHEEP!: it's bcos you're tall. and that your shoulder is at the height of almost everyone's head. that makes your head stand out among the crowd. :X and yes, i swear i didn't plan on putting you and Mee's name at each number column on purpose. coincidential huh.
TING: i miss you too dearest. <3
weirong: yeah, thanks to Mr Hydroxide and Tzu Pui for packing up my room. :/
miko: bcos you signed in when i was blogging, so i just put your name down. note the word RANDOM.
simran: yupp, you do. i advert your site too. :D
imee: thanks for everything. it'll be hard w/o you.
Ayaka: thanks for the listening ears.
cherie: hey bimbo! you rock too i swear.
» 7:21 PM




i did five stations today.

i broke my own record. probably this is the only year that i won't be getting a Gold - due to my standing broad jump, which i ended up with a D. somehow, i don't really feel all that disappointed with myself. probably the significence of Napfa doesn't mean as much to me as it used to in the past when i was all haolian abt how fit i am.

i didn't eat much during recess. didn't have enough money anyway. after school, i knew i had to eat though my stomach felt full. and so i ended up with laksa. i'm not sure if it was me or that the laksa is seriously bad. my taste buds tell me it tastes nothing close to laksa - it's more like noodles in a gravy of water mixed with salt. feel the pain man.

after Chem SPA practice which ended at five - Shearen, Mee, Leon
and I walked home together. had a great time talking to Leon when we were on the way home in bus 10 while Mee and Shearen walked home. both of us suffered the same crisis on the same day, but he's taking it better than i am.

i dropped at Siglap Centre, and i planned to walk home from there. i decided to get myself the usual Hot Fudge Sundae at McD i've always craved to cheer myself up. it's been a long time since i ate it, but somehow it didn't taste the same today.

i walked past the lift lobby of Siglap Centre. i looked there, and fragments of the past came to me when i remembered us taking stupid pictures there together during Chinese New Year. they almost fell, but i decided to stay strong. i turned away, and continued my way back home. i took each step thinking of how i won't look back, i took each step forward though i could feel salt rubbing my cut. i took each step - with courage.

if you think sorry would make things better, think again. it wouldn't help stitch up my cut like magic when your fingers snap, and neither would it make you or me feel better. what happened was for good, and sorry shouldn't be the word here.

let's just blame it on the fact that i had gone so deep, and that time had brought us this far. there won't be a rewind button for us to press, to go back and clean up the regrets we both made and fast forward everything again, pretending nothing's hurting.

i'll treat this as scars that summed up the feelings which brought me where i am now. scars that i know wouldn't hurt next time when i see them; scars that would just remind me that the pain i felt in the past was real. i don't regret for everything i had ever done for you, for i know you're the only person that could give me the kind of happiness i would ever want for my whole life. there won't be another chance for me to commit to anyone like this again. i know good things don't for long - and i know i shouldn't just hold on to this piece of love like a naive child, hoping it'll happen for the second time again.

it's great to know friends out there care. and they're there to listen to you when you need them. for anyone who's reading this - thank you friend,
in one way or another that you've helped me, made me smile and made me laugh. like he'd said, 'i may not be forever, but your friends would be forever with you.' i appreciate that.

i won't inflict further pain on myself. i would move on like how both of us should; though it would be hard, i know i'm strong. and i can make it through this.

till then.

he may not need her.
but she needs him.

she promised not to tear. she did her best. she swallowed them down her throat; she smiled when he asked her to. but as she writes this, they start driggling their way down her cheeks. she finds no reason to cry anymore. she finds no reason to inflict further pain to what already she can't take.

she knows she must be strong; for now, there's no one down there to catch her if she falls anymore.
» 6:20 PM




Sunday, April 23, 2006

If You're Gone
- Matchbox Twenty

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone.
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move

If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
» 3:27 PM




i blogged.








no drive, no mood, no kick.
sorry lah. won't be blogging for sometime.

but please, still do visit thank you. (:
» 11:55 AM




Thursday, April 20, 2006

JOY TO THE WORLD.

i didn't go to school today. felt so floaty in the morning when i woke up. and yeah, i'm really sick okay! not that i pon school. lol. :D

anyway to the anonymouses on my tagboard, probably the way i blogged abt the issue on the maths paper was a lil.. umm, harsh? but sorry lah, i was angry then.

i got this form Simran's blog. LOL. go see hers and you'll be amazed. (:
http://mister-ob.blogspot.com !

21 People.
Can you name 21 people you can think of right of the top of your head? (in absoutely no order haha)Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people
1) Shahirah.
2) Simran.
3) Jo.
4) Imee.
5) Shearen.
6) Nicole.
7) Donna.
8)
Althea.
9) Leon.
10) Melson.
11) Weiru.
12) Wanfong.
13) Weirong.
14) David
.
15) Nicholas Ng.
16) Miko.
17) Weijie.
18) Jierong.
19) Rachel Tang.
20) Jevonne.
21) Serene.

The Questions:
How did you meet 10?
Melson? he's the guy that sits two seats away from me in HMT class. and all he does is SLEEP.

What would you do if you had never met 6?
NICOLE. LOL, then i wouldn't know how a horse laughter sounds like!

What would you do if 19 and 15 dated?
ahha it'll be the hot topic of gossip!

Have you ever seen 13 cry?
yep. once only lah kay.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Imee and Wanfong. HAHA. they're already a couple.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
probably. they're the best of friends. (:

What is number 3's best quality?
suaning.

Describe 8:
my motivator in class to listen to lessons. :D

Do you like 12?
haha yeah man. only that i hate her for being so tall. ):

Do you think 15 is attractive?
cute as in, cute boy boy type that younger girls will like. aha.

Tell me something about 17?
Weijie's an SL just like me!

What's 7's favorite color?
black. black ipod video, black sex bands, black earstuds.. it says it all man.

What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
aha she already does. (:

When was the last time you talked to number 19?
yesterday during assembly i think.

What grade is 16 in?
Miko, sec three.

What is 5's favorite music?
hmm. Shearen likes slow and romantic songs. :D

Would you ever date 11?
Weiru's a female hellooo.

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?
uhhhh NOT REALLY.

Where does 18 live?
NO IDEA. but he takes the MRT home.

What do you think about 20?
siao char bo.

What is the best thing about 2?
she has curly hair like me!

What would you like to tell 9 right now?
you PHYSICS FREAK.

How did you meet 15?
somehow in sec one when a bloody rumour happened and during campfires and SL camp.

Are you going to know 1 forever?
12 years and counting.. what do you think? (:
» 5:45 PM




Tuesday, April 18, 2006

it's Leonard's birthday today.
sooo,

HAPPY FIFTEETH BIRTHDAY PAL. (:

2.4km happened today. my timing sucked, 14.05mins. i crossed the A criteria by 5 seconds. LOL. Imee didn't take it, and Weirong didn't feel well after the run. =/

i feel so sick and puke-fied today lah. keep sweating for the whole day for god knows what reason. plus the Chem test.. bloody hell. i swear the test was disgusting. ): well, to sum it up: not a very good mood day.

suddenly i feel like everything's falling apart. my slack attitude is coming back. shitshit diedie. ): i feel like everyday is a bad-attitude day, bad-hair day, bad-pimple day, and bad-uniform day now. wth lah.

i want to quit school. i want to pack my bag and run away to a faraway country where i have a house that has a big big balcony; and every night, we just spend the night star-gazing together! :XX

.
.
.


okay lah, fat hope.
hah, probably the stress meter is getting the fuck out of me.

midyears, eeew. ):
» 7:49 PM




i feel like i'm going crazy.



..wanna go crazy with me?
» 7:10 PM




Monday, April 17, 2006

HAH. i passed E-maths level test, but i failed A-maths'.
but it doesn't matter. i'm upset with the E-maths paper.

tell me.

WHY THE HELL SHOULD THE SCHOOL DISCRIMINATE BETWEEN THE PURE SCIENCES AND THE COMBINED SCIENCES BY SETTING DIFFERENT PAPERS FOR DIFFERENT STREAMS?

WTF.

the last question killed so many ppl. yeah, including me. i asked Mrs Huang why the paper was different, she went, 'cos you all pure science ma'.

i swear i felt like slapping her when she said that.

you said it yourself Mrs Huang; it's pure science. not pure maths.

so why the hell should the school set different papers for the combined stream and the pure stream? are you to say the combined stream has a weaker ability than those in pure sciences? are you doubting their ability to how well they can do if you give the same paper for both pure sciences and combined science?

well, fuck that.

i would understand if the school gives a simpler paper to 3K. i'm not saying that 3K ppl lousy. they're not. they're just ppl that cannot make it in maths. that's all. and yes, maths is concerned here. NOT SCIENCE. damnit.

the school seriously has to think of the discrimination they're encouraging among the students. ironical to think that i remembered teachers telling us when we were sec twos this,

"it doesn't mean that when you're in 3K you're stupid and when you're in 3A you're smart. no you don't think that way. every TK student is smart."


so why the difference in the paper?
» 7:55 PM




Saturday, April 15, 2006

i had to wake up so early today to supposedly meet Grace, Serene, Rachel, Mavis, Sara and Jingyi at day&night before we walked to school together at 645. i thought i was late when i reached there at about 7; but in the end only Serene and Grace reached only. zz. Mavis claimed that she already said she couldn't make it and just that we forgot. Sara woke up late, so she went straight to school. Rachel and Jingyi came after me. so much for panicking and rushing man.

East Division Day at CCHMS was next. it was worse than the Changkat Changi's one two years ago. so boring and full of shit. with permission from Miss Ang, i left much earlier at about eleven close to twelve.
Sheldon and me went to City Hall after that. we were suppose to look for BAGS but we ended up watching some screwed up show - The Black Night. i rate it one out of ten stars. it was suppose to be scary; and for me(someone who's like not the best fan of horror), the show caught me laughing. LOL. it was a segment of three horror stories joined together. and all three stories had something to do with water. it's fucking stupid, i swear. the only good part of it is the last segment story where this cute little Thai boy was the ghost. lol. wasn't even one bit scary.

i went home after that myself cos he had to go to Geylang Serai CC. andandand, i swear there's a limit to how blur i can get.

i was sleepy and i decided to catch a nap in the bus. and guess what?
.............I MISSED MY STOP.

wlao eh. i called price, and i asked HER if i should walk back from Upper Changi Road to Siglap. she went, 'by the time you're halfway walking and sweating like mad for sure Forty will pass you.' a little skeptical though, but i still walked my way home.

and haha! no Forty passed me! but yeah lah, i reached home all wet with sweat.

four months passed just like that. :D
we still got a long way to go.
iloveyou loveyou loveyou! (:

Yong Yi sent me some pictures of us at the VS campfire. here's one of the more normal ones.



» 6:35 PM




Friday, April 14, 2006

note to self: Mid Years comes in twelve days' time.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD. ):

i was suppose to stay home to study today, as i've promised my mum. well, i didn't mande to get the promise through the day. =/ met Wheewen and Roy at Kbox Parkway in the morning about 11. they kept asking me not to be late; in the end i waited for them for half an hour. -.-

had ALOT ALOT of fun singing as usual! hahaha. but now it's more of Wang Lee Hom's songs rather than Jay Chou's. the bill was $33.21. i had to part with 11 bucks. ))))):

headed to town under pouring rain to meet the SLs! (Weirong, Wanfong, Jolene, Leon and Thong Kiat.) the weather was so freaking killjoy lah. i was freezing in the bus like.. crazy. and i had to run under the rain from the busstop at Youth Park to Cathay.

EEYER, i hate getting wet.

went to LJS to meet them; and i met Daron(again) when i was on my way rushing to the toilet. lol. Leon had to go at three plus cos he had church. and the rest of us headed to Taka. bought the cargo green Lycra tee i've been eyeing for some time. muahhaha. it was only twelve bucks from the usual price of sixteen; cos Wanfong bought two and i bought one - and it's 3 for $36. (:

felt kinda guilty for going out today. i asked the rest why Weijie and Jierong couldn't make it; and they told me Weijie went to shaomu(LOL) in malaysia with his family and Jierong wants to STUDY. WTFFFFF?

twelve days left. be motivated be motivated be motivated.

..so much for a motivated drive. Imee just called, and i'm gonna meet Shearen and her at Pizza Hut to redeem my free pizza; you know that cutting thingy when you buy Ruffles or Lays? yeah, you get the picture. hai.

» 7:32 PM




Thursday, April 13, 2006

today was a fun fun day! okay lah, i started with a pissed mood cos we were practically like prisoners being locked up in school. no one could escape; the side gate was locked and the main gate was guarded HEAVILY by many teachers. i wanted to leave after the Netball match, but Jo told me they will do headcount and take attendance. wtf.

SO YES, 3D came in THIRD!

THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD THIRD !!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so what if we didn't come in first or second? i'm happy enough we got in third. G got that bloody Wang Chao. J? ha. the Violents.

wah, i swear we were lucky asses. i slipped so many balls cos i was so tense. ): i never liked spectators watching me play in matches. i feel so stressed and.. watched. >.<

so anyway! i love the six of youuu! Imee, Weirong, Jasmine, Leon, Tzu Pui && Asheem! haha. the photos we took at the field were hilarious. i swear.

our class took part in relay last minute also. Nicholas fell. he's like, always the suay one.. kanna beaten by stonefish, then now got cramps and he fell. oh well! we did quite well lah. fifth was oookay; considering the fact that Imee wasn't in good condition(AHEM), i ran with a full stomach, Lin Long umm no confidence, Leon was okay lah actually and yeah, Nicholas fell.

never mind we still did well! (: 3D's volleyball got in second, basketball FIRST. LORRL. they say alot of classes walk over. and David told me they got third place when they didn't even play the finals. >.<

Shearen, Imee, Nicole, Jasmine, Kang and me went to Parkway Mac after everything. lol, had truckloads of fun man. we ate, we laughed, we bitched(oops), and we gossipped. :X guilt's getting the better of me now. but oh well, what's done has been done. ahahaa. it was really fun lah damnit! i want more times like this. ):

took the usual 40 home with Jasmine and Kang. Shearen walked home and Imee and Ni stayed around parkway cos Mee had to buy dinner for her bro. the three of us continued our gossip session in the bus! ahahaaa.

Abby, you're such a bitch.
» 10:35 PM




Wednesday, April 12, 2006

many ppl heard many things abt me after reading my blog. and those many ppl that heard things from some other many ppl asked me abt the many things they heard from the many other ppl that read my blog.

note the word many.

well, i'm fine. really, and no, we didn't break up. it's still HAPPILY EVER AFTER. Jipeng if you happen to read this (which i know you would sooner or later), don't tell Gary crap can. later he trauma.

the thing abt ppl is that they go around reading ppl's blog, without tagging. they think tagging's not cool, cos it may seem you like very hardcore to know abt that person's life; but yet you wanna read abt his/her life and you're afraid of letting that person know.

doesn't make sense right?

having a blog was meant to have your thoughts shared. be it anyone, at least let me know you were here by tagging. even if you're some stranger that don't know me at all, i'll appreciate it if you tag. i don't really like that feeling of my blog being stalked read without me knowing it.

i refuse to put web counters that counts the number of ppl that visited my blog. i did that before in my previous blog.. and i find it pointless. i don't wanna be constrained of what i blog abt in my site due to the vast number of ppl that visits my blog. it makes me feel really exposed. look at Xiaxue's blog, an average of ten over thousands visits her blog in just one day. i don't think she exactly have privacy on her inside thoughts huh. probably she even has a private blog where only her close friends can view it. you'll never know.

probably this part abt web counters may contradict the part where i said i'll appreciate if ppl tag. frankly speaking, i feel weird for my blog to be read by some strangers, but no i'm not saying i don't want you to continue visiting my blog. the least you could do is tag. it's better to know that some stranger read my blog rather than not knowing some stranger read my blog. i don't need your name; Stranger, Anonymous or even just a :D as an identity will do.

don't ask why i just felt like talking abt this issue. it's been something that i've been minding; and since Gary smsed me last night and said the Jipeng said that too. it's not only Jipeng that mistaken, many others asked me too.
» 4:57 PM




Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i feel so shagged my fingers hardly have the strength to type. we got into the semi-finals for netball. but the great thing is that we lost to G class, Wang Chao is gay swear me.

ahlahfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck i'm sooo tired. )))))))):
» 9:53 PM




Monday, April 10, 2006

I GOT A YELLOW FLOBBERBALL FROM ALTHEA TODAY!

ahha it's so cute and everyone thinks it is too. your hamster not as cute as my flobberball lah OOOKAY. i know yours can shit. can eat. can urine. can drink ; and mine cannot. but don't you think mine more convenient? teehee. it's so cute that even my mum was playing with it just now while i was doing my chem summary. :D

Vanessa, Jierong, Leon and me were playing monkey in the canteen after i finished some meeting with my choices group with the flobberball. Donna joined us quite some time after that. i know it's childish.. but AIYAHHHH, it's alright to act like five sometimes to keep yourself undeprived of your childhood memories. (:

thanks for your flobberball Althea you snail. :X

IMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, i still owe you a shoutout. :D
» 10:14 PM




Sunday, April 09, 2006

Xuanhan is a nice. (:
» 12:37 AM




Friday, April 07, 2006

i didn't attend guides today. dumdeedum. the rest suffered standing under the sun for an hour for horse-shoe formation Enrolment Ceremony for the sec ones while Jev and me were at the MRL room enjoying aircon! ahaha.

the ppl that were in charge of the NZ trip came today to brief us abt quite alot of stuff. went with Donny to Parkway at first, then we deicded to go Sg Post for some LJ. :D meet Boon on the bus and he told me that bloody xiaohulu joke. i swear i laughed my asss off. :D

VS campfire tml. enjoy fellow sisters. (:
» 11:43 PM




Thursday, April 06, 2006

ONE FUCKING BIG GOD DAMNIT.

i'll be missing handover camp this june bcos of my NZ trip. DAMNITDAMNITDAMNIT AHHHHHHHHHH.

i was suppose to go home straight after school today, but i ended up having lunch with Serene at Siglap Mac unpurposely when Jo took 14 first and went home to sleep while i waited for my 40. Serene came along with Sarah Ang like about three minutes later and then i took the same bus with them. ahhaa.

Serene and me started discussing about guides stuff and many other gossigossipgossip. :X i know it's wrong, but somehow gossiping is always extra fun with Serene cos she's soo full of comments. ahaa. yeah, so when we started talking abt who's gonna have posts and stuff..

..it was then, i realised that i'm gonna miss handover camp. ))))): omgg, erlina's gonna murder me! shitshitshit.

went with Price to Parkway cos she hardcore today wanna get a jacket. don't know why either, so don't ask. so yeah, she got a giordano black one. costed her 30.

met Sheldon later on. for awhile only, and then my mum started calling me back for dinner already.. oh well.














SHIT LAH. i'll be missing handover camp. ))))):
i still can't get over it.
» 8:25 PM




Wednesday, April 05, 2006

the feeling of being tired mixed with the feeling of restlessness just equals to milo mixing with coke.

i'm feeling exactly THIS now.

i had SS lecture, followed by Geog test back to back. and after that, Games Carnival. played only one match against 3E; and the bloody rain started pouring again. damnitdamnitdamnit. luck's seriously on 3D's side. no training, no trails, no practice.. and we still did well. thank you, the six of you. (:
» 10:13 PM




Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i hate the rain. stupid rain. stupid monkey noises made by stupid ppl when the stupid thunder makes some stupid loud ear-deafening noise. grow up lah stupid ppl, i don't believe you're actually really afraid of the stupid thunder and lightning.

games carnival was cancelled halfway today after school due to the STUPID RAIN. in the end, we only played one match - 3C. the score was 4-0. we won. the upcoming matches would be tougher, and i'll be playing against my own friends. i'm kinda afraid when i see Jo or Shearen playing against me, i think that they're my own teammate and then i pass the ball to them. >.< ggggaawd.

while the rain was pouring, all of us went to the hall and we played badminton. badminton badminton badminton! :DDDD it reminded me of the good old days during primary school when i used to play badminton everyday. my skills all rusty rusty le. i played with nicky, and that faggot hit, no i should say, smack the shuttlecock on my right cheek by accident. it's swelling a lil still, thanks nicky. =/ went home abt five. my mum gave Don a lift home.

stupid rain made so many stupid mosquitoes come into my house. and all the stupid mosquitoes start sucking my blood. damnit. frk off mosquitoes.
» 9:10 PM




Monday, April 03, 2006

TO: ALTHEA LARISSA TSANG WING NING

your name is so long that i had a hard time coping with my hands uppercasing it while i type your long name out. well, i'm dedicating this post back to you; sincerely from Sotong to Snail. AB Brand to Brandless. one loud HAHA. :X

well, i appreciate you lil snail for all the funny funny times we had together in class sitting together. don't worry abt your hair! snails got no hair rmb? LOL, i'm SOOOO mean. but not like you're not to me, whole day call me Sotong when i'm demoralised enough struggling with Physics, Maths and History and Gavin's laughter that comes every five minutes or so. LOL, but Gavin's nice lah. no offence. 0:)

we'll go for a haircut at Kovan together one fine day! but AIYAAAHH, sheng yang will still love you all the same even for how cock your hair is. who ask you lah, itchy hands go cut some cheapo hair saloon and ruin your twenty dollar haircut. you said you felt like shaving your head totally BALD today. actually quite a cool idea lah, start new trend! teehee.

AND AND AND. you wanted me to thank you publicly for reminding me to bring health booklet tml. your sms just came in. -.- so here goes.

I, Abygail Tan Li Shan, thank Althea Larissa Tsang Wing Ning from the bottom of my heart for reminding me to bring my health booklet and saving me from Ms Goh skinning me alive, for i'm already late two days for submission.

it's true that you make my day at school. continue to do so by cracking lame jokes that makes the air around extra cold. AHA. :X it's fun. i loove you!

to other girls in class, especially Weirong. you guys make my days too. :DDDD
(MEE, you're an exception <3)
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regarding my previous post..

uh. paiseh to say this. but there's only 9 CCA Leaders in the list bcos i forgot to count myself. oops. :X

Donny, monkey see monkey do. too bad you paisehed yourself in front of Kenneth! bah.
» 9:56 PM




haa. i guess i've been rather down and sad for the past few days. someone even told me she cried while reading one of my entries. lorrrrrl. is it all that emo anyway?

well, i tried to like, BE FUNNY today. i went to school and met them at the usual table. when i saw David's swollen eye, i went, "your eyes are the same size as Nicole's eyes now." AHA. i found it funny, but only Mee laughed; and Nicole gave me that wlaothankslah look. so Nicole commented, 'Abby, you're wierd today.'

..so much for trying to be happy. i won't try again.

in fact, i didn't need to try to be happy lah; i'm actually indeed quite happy. i found out that i'm in for the New Zealand Trip. yayyayyayyay! :DDD other more people like Donny, Weirong, Jierong, Nicholas, Wanfong, Junliang, Jolene(CHOTA!), Amirul, Tong Kiat, and and and aiyahhhhh, can't think of the last person that fills the 10 of us in the list.

i'm so happy that even amaths level test couldn't bring my moood down. :D

the bloody test finished about four, so my mum insisted that she fetched me home first before i could get out of the house. i showered, changed, packed my bag and i went to siglap KFC to meet Sheldon for a study session(which didn't quite work out).

he got totally wet when he entered KFC. wet like, those kind of just-came-out-of-a-shower-where-you-forgot-to-take-off-your-clothes wet. picture that.

i did some geog, and i think he tried hard to study. but yeah, he failed. he said he studied for two hours during detention. i didn't know you could study to fill detention, it's CLEAR RUBBISH BINS for our school's detention.

we walked to my house after about an hour or so and he collected his bike and the drinking thingy for his brother's hamster.

great day to sum it all.

shahirah's here, and i wanna watch So You Think You Can Dance now.
watch it! it's coool shit. :D
see you!
» 7:51 PM




Saturday, April 01, 2006

i did some a maths at kfc siglap with Shearen today. i feel so on these days with homework after since i got back some of my recent test results. 38/40 for Chem, 22/30 for my English situational writing, and Ms Goh told me that i got 20/30 for the Physics test when my mum spoke to her during Parents' Night. cool shit, i feel so trisha. (in other words, genius.)

i shopped today with Price in the evening, like finally. went to bugis and citylink. bought a belt, and Melson's present. when i got back, i realised i forgot Althea's. T.T aiyah, never mind. that snail doesn't deserve a present for calling me sotong all the time. lol, Brandless Escargot. (is that how you spell it? WF, if you're reading this correct me. :D) i met Daron today, LOL. i couldn't recognise him until he called me and told me that he saw me, and in fact, he was just at the next cabin door of the train. it must have been his different hair colour. -.-

Price and me plan to chill the night today. i don't feel like sleeping, seriously. we're just gonna get a nice movie and some vodka with orange juice and we just have FUN. lol. can't wait.

everyone reading this, take care. (:
» 10:44 PM




i woke up this morning with my nano plugs still stucked in my ears. i realised i fell asleep dead, while the ipod was playing Kelly Clarkson's Because Of You throughout the night. now, the batt's dead.

did i mention i reformatted my whole ipod at Shearen's that day? Now mine and her nanos have almost similiar songs. -.-

i feeel hungry. ):
» 11:08 AM




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