Sunday, February 27, 2005

I HATE LIARS.

» 10:32 PM

went to syaza'z party today. it rocked. lol. especially the forefeet part, hahaa. i bet syaza's hating me now like crazy to suggest all those crazy stuff. i'm lazy to elaborate. i wouldn't be one hour ago but now no. i'm in a sighhness mood.

sorry abt it.

» 8:15 PM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

i'm dumb.
i'm STUPID.

why should i even be sad in the first place ?
i don't have the right to.

crying wouldn't change the way things would be right ? why can't i just tell myself to GET A LIFE ? i'm SO fed up.

waiting isn't the option. i don't wanna, but i'm freaking STUCK.

i'll use the fish theory once again.
no no no. i won't cry. i'll be okay; i must be okay.

» 10:43 PM

i'm back home at last. i'm soo dead beat. lol. went to so many different places today siahh. parkway, tuition centre, tm, changi airport, and bugis.

woke up in the morning i think abt 10 plus ? yeahh. called mich and asked her if she was still gonna follow me to the polyclinic for the checkup for the lump i have on my throat. everyone is like nagging at me 24/7, asking me to check it up cos it may be cancerous. they said stuff like 'wei, it's a matter of LIFE and DEATH. every minute COUNTS.' whatever right ?? lol. but kinda funny larhh. and no, it isn't cancerous. but me and mich tricked jo and yenn ying when they called up and asked abt it. jo fell for it big time man. but yy was like; 'you're kidding right?' that kinda thing.

so anyway, after the checkup we went to burger king at pp to eat. michelle was wearing a SKIRT. yeah. SKIRT. hahaaa. the chances of seeing her wear a skirt is like one in a million. it was that skirt that me and cyn bought for her for her birthday last year. she looked nice in it; tho she insisted she felt very uneasy having a gap between her legs. LOL. what a description right. anyway after eating we went to mavis at bedok. did the stupid paper that said the duration was 40 minutes when we finished it like what, 15 minutes ? plus slacking and playing around with the camera and stuff. hahaa. after that took a bus to tm. took neos and then take mrt to kembagan. met joel and jinghan at kembagan by coincidence. joel never grew siah. didn't see him for a year or so already cos he didn't go back naps on teacher's day. jinghan that mad girl wanted to hug me when she saw me. hahaaa. but i couldn't cos i was sweaty and stuff. so yeah. like that larh.

from there my mum fetched me and shahirah then we went to changi airport eat swensens. my mum promised to treat us, cos we helped the condo management go around collecting ang paos door to door. we rushed to bugis like abt 4 plus like that. took skytrain (that train ROCKS) to terminal two then took mrt to bugis. went there to shop shop SHOP. haha. met vicky and aida. aida was SOO CUTE. wearing the malay scarf thingy thingy around her head. hot pink coloured. lol. 100% cuteness. x)

bought a black denim skirt at 10 bucks. good deal right ? haha. some earrings and an anklet. oh yeah. stickers also. hahaa. i was given 50 dollars for once and i'm gonna set it good. and x if you're seeing this don't say i'm spoilt. i'm just indulging in money. hahaa. nice way of phrasing it ain't it.

i wonder what's gonna happen to shahirah. sighh. she wasn't suppose to go out. she was acutally grounded. i bet she's getting scolded big time now. ohh well. we took a taxi home already. aiyah. what to do. =/

i'm tired with all the typing already. so yeah. stopping here.

» 6:47 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

i ate/drank;
#o1. a slice of pizza.
#02. an apple pie.
#o3. a bottle of hundred plus.

in seven minutes today for my lunch.
includes queuing for the food and travelling from the classroom to the canteen and from the canteen to the classrom.

i have indigestion now.
thanks to ms lim ah ber my oh so dear chinese teacher.

YUCK.

don't ask how i did it. i just did.

» 10:42 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

yes. i'm finally home !! x)
went to bugis with jo shearen and donna.
took lotsa neos. SO HAPPY. hahaa. finally we four got to take neos together; since i've lost all the neos i took with them earlier on.

i can't really blog much. so sorry. have to rush my h/w. helping yy do her art she helping me do her chinese. lol. okayy. i shall blog later. i'm still not satisfied with my blogskin btw. need to go search for better ones. =/

oh well. bye.

» 8:42 PM

okay i'm BACK.
but i don't feel like blogging anymore. soooo.. yeah. BYE. x)

» 12:13 PM

COMMON TESTS ARE OVER.
how cool is that. hahaa. i'm soo happy. today had history and math papers. quite hard larhh. but i hope i can pass. lol.
now in the com lab for info tech. doing those falsh crap which i have totally no idea abt. i'm lost in the lesson currently. =/

brb.

» 12:05 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

i'm feeling better.

much much better.

but not the best.

yet.

i hope.

» 11:03 PM

is this skin better ? kinda sadistic right. sighh. there's smth wrong with the taggy. tsk. not sure what tho. can't really blog much; banned from the com for 3 days from now. sighh. common test is NEXT WEEK. goosh, haven't studied yet. x( i'm gonna fail siahh. sighh.

i'm depressed these days. life is so fcuked up. so fed up with everything. sometimes suicidal comes to my mind. i've never felt like this for a long time since all these years. sighh. i think i've changed. or have the ppl around me changed ? i have no idea. but whatever it is; it's bad.

pontang school today cos i know i would break down in school. smth which i didn't wanna do. why let ppl see you cry. cry by yourself so much better. sighh. friends don't care anway. wtf. who cares actually. no one does. fcuk life. i hate life.

» 3:48 PM

first entry for this blog. how am i to start. sighh. ok; basically my other blog screwed up. how? i'm sure how. or why. it just did. no maybe it was my com; but whatever it is. everything's fine now.

didn't go to school today. didn't feel like. cocked up some excuse to my mum say my stomach pain. sighh. i'm on a search for the perfect blogskin now. blog later.

» 12:38 PM