Sunday, August 28, 2005
i'm DEAD BEAT.happy happy carnival was today. woke up at abt eight plus, then went to collect the mee goreng along old airport road from some guy with my mum and weiru. weiru didn't know how to get to HHC so she took a bus to my house first and we went together.
my mum was gonna help out there. the funniest thing is i left my HHC tixs at home. lol. it's like going to the airport to catch a plane and forgetting to bring your air ticket, like what my mum had said. so yeah, HHC was kinda fun! haha. unexpectedly. except it was really really hot. i loved the dunking machine part. that guy, sigh. sad case; got dunked by me like more than five times. lol.
after HHC, abt twelve like that the guides ppl came over to my place to practise the dance for the campfire. i so OFFICIALLY hate britney's me against the music. i'm going to be
against it, from now on. we practised till about 5 plus, then me, serene, jev, jy & grace headed to parkway to buy the shirts for the dance. mavis rach and sara went home first cos they had it already. mavis gonna lend sara hers.
so i reached home about seven. took a shower. i skipped dinner cos i wasn't hungry. shahirah asked me to play pool. so we went to book for an hour at the guard station. simran couldn't make it, damn. another day it shall be. maybe next week. (: the table's new and all, so it's kinda cool. we sneaked food in, and drinks too. the guard didn't even realised when we didn't even try to find it. LOL.
so yeah, shahirah came over to my house for awhile after that. i was folding the stars while she talked and smsed and ate the chips. hope i've helped her solve that crap. kinda complicated crap though. but oh well, all the best to her.
just read simran's lastest entry. sighh.
this is it:
abby is GOING!!! after 12 years, she's GOING!! a third of me will be gone at the end of the year. i'll be incomplete.aaahhhh why why??this is so cruel. first i leave all my friends in tkg and now you're going!! i'll hide you in one of the vacant houses we found a few years ago! then aunty betty and uncle alvin wont be able to find you! aah corns 1/3 wont be the same. we'll be so... disintegrated. shahirah and i will be like "abbyyyyyy!!" and we'll mope ard for the rest of our lives. mope and mope and mope. aaaahhh flamingo valley would be so dull without you. the swimming pool would look emptier and the playground would miss the frolic ringtone from your phone. i'll miss dancing with you to the frolic ringtone. i'll miss dancing the self choreographed song with you and shahirah [it isnt THAT lame] i'll miss talking to you and sp. i'll miss bbq-ing with the ENTIRE corns 1/3. i'll miss the times when i would meet you on 40 and we'll accuse each other of being so blind and blur and dumb. i'll miss the time at 650 am when i saw you going to sch from my balcony and shouted "BYE!" to you. i think i woke a lot of ppl up that day. i'll miss hanging upside down with you. or going to your house for sleepovers. i'll miss your super tidy room. i'll miss you!!i really hope the meet-at-mac's-every-saturday thingy for the corns works out. we have to have to have to!! if not i'll lose touch and we'll soon become strangers to one another, in this world of dont know how many billion people. ah!! i've known you all my life!! i'll DIE if we drift apart like stinkin' seaweed. and no, i wont neglect shahirah! we'll just be extremely mopey. mopey mopey.this is unfair. very unfair. i think i shall have a word with your parents abt this. hmph.i feel so guilty. but i can't help the way things are gonna turn out to be. i'm sorry, for EVERYTHING. corn 1/3 it'll always be. no matter where we are. whether we're staying in the same area or not. i'll love you guys all the same. i'll miss you guys ALL THE SAME. i'll miss the times where simran will nag at shahirah and me when we fail our subjects, or when we go 'fcuk that crap.' sigh. i'll miss that horrible tone of the piccolo shahirah plays, though i never really told her it sounded horrible. lol. but yeah, things will be different. but i'm sure, we'll be best friends -
always. (:
» 10:29 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
life's great. (:
thanks for everything that you did,
which made me smile.
<3
» 11:15 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
results sucks.
but it's amazing at how optimistic i take it.
lol. okay i'm weird.
got to chiong for end years already.
regretted not studying this time,
but what can i do. what done has been done.
found out a few things abt me today.
1. i'm a big fat liar.
2. i suck at hyperlinks in dreamweaver.
and 3. i get easily jealous.
>.<"
sighh.
» 10:28 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
and yeah;
tagger's replies. (:
richny: haha, yeah i'm a happy girl!
jinghan: yesyes. i rmb your bday. but haven't buy yet cos got no time. hees.
anonymous: hi! haha, thanks for the compliment.
jo: zzz.
weiru: i've always been simple, haven't i? x)
sophia: hahha, thanks man.
rahh`: hi lil girl! yours and mine are total contrast larh. hahaha.
fion: hah, it's fionn right?
simran: you said STUDY. i heard that.
» 10:53 PM
piano exam was today.
i must fail.
» 10:50 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
a happy girl needs a happy skin; like this.
lol. okay it's really colourful. sorry to hurt your eye.
yesterday was shahirah's birthday.
so HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!
one more year before you can watch NC16 movies. haha.
corn [1/3] slept over at my house last night.
in celebration of shahirah's birthday.
i bought her a happy house coinbank.
it was wrapped with 15 layers of mags. haha.
fun time manss.
we slept about three in the morning.
after cooking corn cups, pouring JUSTEA peach..
yada yada.
you get the picture.
simran woke up eight in the morning.
wth larh. she said she needed to go home and sutdy.
zzzzz. oh oh i made her a blogskin btw.
it's similiar to mine, go check it
so me and sp slept till about eleven! hehe.
then we ate roti prata for breakfast/lunch.
mum&dad went for some seminar crap at yio chu kang.
so i had my lunch at shahirah's.
ate mussels and chicken. it was yums.
practised the piano while she studied for her chem test for the afternoon.
she helped me a lil in the dance steps for campfire. (:
currently waiting for her to come over.
and we'll head for wisma.
anyway, the weather's been rather bad lately.
take care of yoruself to all those out there,
cos i love you <3
» 4:48 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
COMMON TESTS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER.
time for piano. damn.
it's on monday. and i haven't ben practising. wth?
common test over like not really much of an impact;
still got the campfire dance to handle.
and PIANO. -___-
the group came over just now after guides,
to cheograph the whole thing.
we did progress kinda well larh.
it was fun too. hehee.
sara's joining us now! whee.
oh and mavis couldn't make it.
she had dental appointment.
things been going rather smooth lately.
but definitely not for results.
i'm expecting the worse for all the subjects..
and yes, i'm a happy girl!
and nothing can bring me down. (:
i should change my blogskin sometime,
it's too depressing for my mood now. hahaa.
byee all. moooacks.
» 8:30 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
haha, i'm one happy girl.
don't ask why.
you'll just be happy,
seeing a smile on my face.
EVERYDAY.
no matter how you piss me off.
or pms at me. lala.
unbreakable happiness. (:
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
» 9:13 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
so yes, went out with jo in the afternoon.
headed for jurong point of all places.
it was so fun, talked alot on the way.
but too bad we couldn't find any neoprint shop there,
so we took a train to bugis for neos.
there's this new machine, cost 11 freaking bucks.
like wth larh. lol. we thought the most 10 bucks only.
the machine is DAMN INTERESTING i tell you.
they have this WIND thingy that blows onto your face,
make your hair fly here and there. haha. drama.
after that went for tuition. sianed.
after tuition go pp buy some stationary,
then i went home. myself.
anyway,
we had a great time laughing over that machine.
LOL, it's so hilarious.
didn't meet anyone at bugis, which is rare.
that shows that everyone busy studying at home.
sigh, guilt is taking over me.
i neeed to study. i know that.
but i can't bring myself too.
see? what am i doing here now..
i SHOULD be STUDYING fcuk it.
even ppl with bigger brains are studying..
loooook, at, me.
i'm such a failure.
soo depressiong.
common test is only next week.
that just hit me yesterday.
yes, go on and wow.
» 8:41 PM
national day was yesterday.
no i didn't wear red. (:
spent my day kinda slacking.
then abt evening went to my grandma house.
which is near kallang.
can see fireworks, it was soooooo nice.
recorded it down with my phone;
but not very clear..
cos i forgot to change it to night mode. hees.
played poker cards with xiang.
then he decided to come over to my house
to stay for the night. lol.
went to the airport to fetch my dad from shanghai about nine plus.
then headed home, to play more cards. lol.
that's abt it for yesterday.
going out today with jo.
where, not sure.
when, at one.
got to send me cousin home first then can go.
after that going straight for tuition.
d a m n .
toooooodles.
» 10:58 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
oh and you were wondering.
yes, i'm satisfied.
way more than you are.
thanks for at least wondering.
it was the least you could do. (:
fourgether?
» 11:56 PM
jealousy.
complications.
frustrations.
i see no point.
sometimes, things are better.
left unexplained.
both you and me,
will find more comfort this way.
maybe i'm just afraid to face the truth..
how, about, you?
» 11:00 PM
i like to moooove it mooooove it!
okay retarded. zz.
retarded is like my favourtie VERB for the week man.
i practically commented everything i see today as retarded.
okay so we celebrate national day today.
and no, i didn't wear the stoopid red tee.
if you're wondering that is.
don't wanna look like xmas tree. aha.
was umpire for chinese chess.
all i did was time one game larh wth,
you call that contribution i call that bullshit.
but mui mui gave me a lollipop anyway for helping. hees. (:
wanted to go back naps after that actually;
but donna couldn't make it.
and i'll be the only girl if i go back.
so i backed out.
then win and harris got angry.. damn.
sorry larh kay. =(
teacher's day is like one month away only.
so went out with imee, rachel, jo and shearen.
went orchard. lido. far east.
took neos, did some shopping.
and caught willy wonka! xD
charlie and the choc facotry too long larh. lol.
it's sooooo cute i tell you.
willy wonka so bloody sacarstic,
i should learn a few zaos from him. aha.
we bought matching anklets,
took some time before we finally decided on the colour.
which is purple.
and i just realised i may have owed rachel a long forgotten debt of ten bucks. i'm not sure whether i've returned her but i don't know! she also can't rmb, maybe i should just return her, (again, if i actually did return her in the first place.)
after that had to rush for tuition after that.
so sian, never even bring anything.
in the end can't even do all the sums. haha.
feel stressed for some reason today.
as if i have alot of unfinished missions.
when tml, unusually, is a HOLIDAY.
this is all summing up so weirdly larh.
sighhhh.
» 10:18 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
"Incomplete"
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me
I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
» 5:14 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
LALA! ahs campfire was great great great.
they took six months to prepare larh damnit. lol.
it's really fun, somemore met a few pri sch friends. (:
back home sweaty and tired and stinky. bleaghs.
i'm always the one that happens to get malu-ed.
sighh, those who went to the campfire know what i meann.
we had a change of plans in the afternoon anyway.
rachel got gastric and mavis couldn't make it;
so me and serene went to siglap mac to eat instead at four thirty.
she was late. zz.
after that took bus twelve to tanah merah mrt to meet up.
we were damn early larh, wait for the rest like goon doos like that.
ahha. serene somemore keep hurrying me to eat. bleaghs.
very tired le larh. i haven't showered yet. xD
so bye, candy dreams. (x
» 10:40 PM
grandparents are here together with my lil cousin. haha.
using the com secretly noww.. my mum doesn't know.
so yeah, later will have piano.
then i'll be meeting the rest at parkway at 3.30 for the ahs campfire.
but why kfc? i'm against it.
look at the way they kill the lil chicks.
it just makes me lose my appetite.
eew.
» 10:20 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
it's been donkey years since i've blogged. sorry abt it. hees.
it's like the first time for the week that i've been home before seven. cool or what. so bust lately. keep going out. lol.
updates for everyday to make up for it. (: if i can rmb that is. lol.
caught the island on saturday. it was soooooooo interesting. i like the storyline alot alot. kind of like everyone in denial, and not open up to the outside [so called] world. kind of what i'm feeling now actually.
sunday went out with sp to bedok then bugis. we were suppose to attend lil nicky's and gabby's birthday party, but we got bored in the end. aha. so yeah we left for bedok in search of handphone offers; but we failed. so we took the mrt to bugis and went shopping in the end. hees. saw a really really nice pink skirt there; only 9 bucks. wth man. i already reserved it. haven't go collect yet that's all. shahirah bought a mini jacket; it was 18 bucks i think. lol. we took neos after that. we were damn vulgar larh. out of six neos two got vulgarities. lol. just can't help it without simran as the control.
monday school ended early. went to bugis with weiru in attempt to retrieve that skirt. in the end, the shop never open. damn bang larh, walao. so in the end we took neooos! again. >.<" it was really fun. after that bored le went esplanade. haha. then walked around city hall area. abt 6 plus had to leave; got maths tuition at seven thirty at mavis. somemore had to meet my mum to get my new phone. she got me a sony ericsson k700i btw. it's kinda cool larh, just that not used to it yet. very handicapped in smsing now. but at least i'm monotone-free from my stoopid n8310. bleaghs.
tuesday. mum got angry larh, i keep going out. so she wanted me to come straight home after school; come home and study. like whatever man. haha. i came home and sleep my way through. then later got tuition lorh. lame lame.
wednesday i was suppose to go weiru's house to study for common test. shearen was suppose to go too. but in the end weiru say she tired, then ask us to go parkway straight since my tuition was there. in the end shearry and me went to tim center to meet the sick imee. studied a lil and played tai tee alot along with colin. haha.
thursday we had that lame australian maths competition thing that ended at four plus. stayed back after that in school with imee and shearen. jo that ass got to go home cos her mum angry. lol. so they did their d&t in the canteen while i did my homework while waiting for tuition to start at 6. didn't wanna go home. heess.
friday, in other words today.
suay day siah fcuk. i hate ah ber. i hate muimui. no wonder both of them are miss. don't wanna elaborate abt what happened larh, but what's with teachers nowadays; pms like crazy. damnit. we're not stress balls that you can squeeze so hard and it still doesn't burst.
had guides after school. did road safety test. really fun larh can. haha. why? cos we keep winning. then miss ang treat my group,
jingyi,
serene,
rachel,
mavis,
jev,
and me.
to drinks. hees. 100 plus larh. i asked for coke, she didn't agree. =/ oh well.
after guides went home! whee. i miss home sooooo much. i miss the com sooo much too. lala. dad's in china btw. coming back on tuesday.
so yeah, loong post siah. =x
» 7:38 PM