Hi everyone,



How are all you guys and gals doing? Hope everyone is fine and doing great!



I am taking this short time before going church to drop you all a word or two. Time flies and it has been 1.5 months since you are back from NZ. Don't forget your goal that you had set ok! Keep at it.



I think I saw Daphne yesterday while I was blading yesterday at east coast. But Daphne was too busy with her ice Popsicle to notice me. By then I had zoom passed...



Amirul, how things in the choir? Did not hear from you after your last mail! Hope thing are going smoother now! Anyway… I read some of your blogs and don't worry, I know about your mini sea-ex and I am not going to kill you. In fact I am glad you all are clotting more water time. Just always look out for each other. If not, the sea will do the job...



Abygail, how things now? Hope you are some how contributing your part too to your girl guide.



Mousie, saw the video you did! It was great!!!!! Thank you! And you know what, I got that song you use in my head for a few date after watching the video… very catchy… "Together, Together, everyone! Together, Together, Com on and hv some fun..." Ahh… it is starting again...



Nicholas, Kelvin saw your blog and told me about it. I am very very glad to know for sure that the lesson in NZ is living on!!



Gay friend, stay gay not "tow" ok. J



Lenny, clot more "water time" if you are planning to take two star kayaking with the other ok.



Ama,... "ama fall down"... something I realise myself saying... hmm.. I wonder why...??..!!!



Kah Chee... sorry about the mix up. I will remember its 25 Jul... ha.



As for the rest, I did not forget you all! Write me if you have the time. If possible, let go blading, climbing, cycling, kayaking, swimming, running, Net balling..??... Net balling..??.. Is there such a word gay friend??..!!! I think you all get the idea.



Take care and God bless you all



Luv Jacob

Friday, July 21, 2006

it's 1.11am and i'm still awake.

..stupid United Nations SS Project.

i made Imee stayed up to wait for me to finish the powepoint and the worksheet since my printer wasn't working and all.. and then i had a brilliant plan of asking her to go sleep first and i send it to her email. LOL.

i can't believe i haven't showered after since i came back from Macs with Nicole at 8 lah. ):

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired.

darn tired.

» 1:16 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

it's funny to see a few taggers getting worked up bcos of an anonymous tag. hahahaa. but thanks yeah, for backing me up. (: seriously speaking, i'm not really bothered by it at all. so anonymous, from me to you - _l_

haven't been updating lately.. well, that's bcos my mum changed the password to the com. and yes, i haven't had much time on it. abcdefg, ): she made a stupid big fuss about me ponning school on Tuesday. she practically wrestled with me to wake me up.

pulled my blanket off.
threw my pillows on the floor.
slap me with cold water.
AND SHE EVEN PINCHED ME.

wlao, it was darn pain lah. i only felt the pain when i woke up at about 3 in the afternoon. haha, it's fun to think that you're actually home lazing around while the rest of the class was having Physics Quiz at that very moment. LOL.

as i've said she made a big deal about it; she even confiscated my ezlink card. and her reason is 'then you cannot take bus' hahahhahahhaaa. you know, there's such thing as coinnnnnnnnnns. -.- she wants to fetch me home everyday after school also. eeyer.

but trust me, that won't be for long. :D

geog test today was.. stupid.
i'm gonna fail lah. kuakua.

TAG REPLIES.
richny: cute right? but unfortunately i think i'm changing skin soon. :x
weiru: hahahahhahahhaa. relax dearest!
Nicole: heh. i miss you for real man.
SIMRAN: you're welcome man. hahaha. i hope you like the cushion and the necklace! >=)
imee: i'm gonna change it again lah okay.
anonymous: lol. i had a special dedication to you.
kahchee: okay been linked.
Jmin: yoo! :D
pricey price: you're just jealous, admit it.
michelle: welcome belated bday girl. lol.
bokie!: hahaha. okay i get the picture.
wo0tnicK: and now i'm robbed of it! ):

see yah!

» 5:09 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Saturday.

i gave the party a miss, since the girl population percentage was seriously too low. haha. went out with Price instead for some shopping around Cityhall and Town, and we bought a great big present for a special friend of ours! :D

met Jev at Tampines Mrt around 8. Nick called up and said he'll go to the campfire straight and Darence(asshole!) backed out last minute cos he wanted to stay for the party. we changed to Guides U and took a quick route to Ngee Ann Secondary via taxi for the campfire. the point why i actually wanted to go late in the first place was to make sure Jev went to the campfire. haa. that enthu shit had never been to a single campfire before for the whole of her Guides days. we should just exclude the ones that our school hosted. the campfire was kinda messy. there's about 30 over units there. (big right? -.-) i heard 7 schools went unregistered.

went to McD to some of them at TM after the campfire finished. Chinghao helped Nick get the Breezer he owes me for Cheers. it was a bloody 4 bucks only. dubdew tee afe. the one i bought for him at Cold Storage costed me 5.55 bucks. (!!)

i reached home about 12 ytd, my parents met me at the Roti Prata stall opposite the MRT. muaha. Price and me wanted to go out last night, but plans failed. :/

Today.

well, i kinda slept till about 11.30, and rushed out of the house by about 11.45 since my parents wanted me to go for some lunch appointment with my dad's company bunch of shareholders. i was in such a rush that i forgot to brush my teeth. (yes, i know. eew right. ): i felt sick the whole day too.)

lunch was at Paramount's. the prices there are sick, i tell you. one pot of vegetable that served eleven, costed TWO HUNDRED AND NINETY FIVE BUCKS. okay lah, the serving was fairly good, each person about two bowls.. but still, it's damn sick lah the price. and ha, at least it wasn't my dad that paid. one of them treated. :D

headed home for tuition with Eric at three after that. i brushed my teeth immediately. HAHAA. he and my mum gets along well! they started talking about Soccer. -.-

my mum went, 'Eric, which country you support ah?'
he replied, 'oh i like Argentina. but too bad they out already.'

and they went on and on and on and on and on. (while he left me there on the table struggling with f(x) graphs as he munched on the Lays Sour Cream my mum just bought from Shop&Save. T.T)

i made my parents go shopping with me, and i made them buy things for me. elleohelle. i swear i'm a pro at properganda man. i persuaded her into buying a blouse for me which she didn't even think it was nice!

i went, 'mummy, i don't have this colour leh.'
she look at me, gave me that face, continue walking out of the stall.
i tried harder, 'wei! normal price $23 now $13 only lah!'
..she still didn't care, 'you got so many clothes already still want to buy.'
'today GSS last day. tml come back $23 liao.'
she hesitated, and went. 'ahlah ahlah, go try lah.'

HAHA. and in the end my dad paid for it.

genius right. LOL.

tml's my Os HMT Listening Compre. kuakuakua. i'll probably go dig my ears later on, and maybe i'll listen better.
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actually, to think of it.. quite a stupid logic right?

i should probably clear my tags.

TAG REPLIES.
xuanhan: bastard siah you. i told you what happened just now while we were chatting already right. idiot. probably see you at Siglap tml. ha.
althea: it's not me that zhao genged okay. ):
TING <333: LOOOOOVE.
ahbok: don't rub it in okay. rmb what you have to pass to me! :D
pricey: yes i could. haha. i have bottle in my fridge still.
huix: AHHH AHHH AHH, SELL ME YOUR BAG SECOND HAND!
althea: yes i read it a few days ago. all you did was talk about how long your name was.
ahbok: but i'm serious, she seriously could hear it. hahaa.
althea: aiyah. that's how it works what. you were from RCY. you should know right.
jas: don't tell me you saw me pumping..
imee: all i did was accidently step on her shoes only whaaaaat.
simran: sigh. you're turning 16 in a matter of about an hour!
SHEEP!: ): so mean!
Andrea: haha, don't mock me already lah. it's kinda scary if you experienced it actually. >.<
althea:did you have your fill on Thursday? LOL.
imee: my sentiments too. -.-
ahbok: how did you know Imee anyway? haha.
weirong: thanks for helping me that day lah okay. (:
jas: welcome! i liked your Hear Our Say presentation, did i tell you that? ha.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMRAN GILL!
you're turning sixteen in only a matter of hours. hahahahahhahaha. you'll always be my orlando-crazy partner. i looooove you for all the spastic times we'd shared together. have a great birthday! (:

MICHELLE AW. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO. (:

» 10:41 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

i'm just too tired to ^be detailed.

1. half day.
2. but it ended at 1230 for me bcos of guides.
3. Imee and Althea thinks Guides is retarded. ha.
4. my maid went home and she cried at the airport. ):
5. i miss her already. ))))):
6. rock climbing was FUN FUN FUN.
7. lesson of the day: never wear short shirts or short shorts to climb.
8. ZHAO GENG.
9. i look old enough to buy alchohol from Cold Storage. cool or cool.
10. walking is good for health.
11. from Harbourfront to Esplanade. nice one.
12. people look at you weird when you wear your Guides Tee with a skirt out. :/
13. somehow, i miss the 26 of them.

still.
sigh.

» 10:14 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

i should just pon school tml i guess.

two periods of History Elect, two periods of Chinese. who wants to go to school man.

i brought chocolates to school today. 20 small pieces. 19 were koped by the usuals at the table even before the first period started and the other eleven in one bag was given to Althea, and she shared with some other people like Weirong, Vicky and Serena.

why not we make every thursday Chocolate Day! :DDDDDD

it's the most horrible day of the week lah.. chocolates will cheer us up, elle oh elle.

Kailiang brought this thing that gave out a super high-pitched frequency sound today to school, and they say it's only the young ones that can hear it.

so ppl who couldn't hear it were:
Lin Long. (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.)
Leon. (TOO MUCH PHYSICS.)
Navin. (TOO MUCH THEORY)
WANSWEN. (hers on and off ahha!)

the teachers that couldn't hear it was quite a number.
Tan Kee Hoe.
Ms Goh.
Mr How.
Mrs Huang.

HAHHA LENA POH COULD HEAR IT! but hers like Wanswen, one and off.

oh did i mention that i accidently stepped on Mrs Huang foot yesterday? shoik man! :C i feel guilty man. i like kajiaoing her, i find it amusing.

played Badminton at JCCC after school, followed by Pool at my place with the rest just now. they just went home at about 9.

i feel so tired, my vision's kinda blurring.

hai, my maid's going off tml.
i'm damn sad.

no one make bread for me in the morning.. ))))):

» 9:35 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

dubdew tee afe - WTF.
elle oh elle- LOL.

i'm so into this kinda slangs now. ahahahhaa.

i think LangLit is stupid. why?

BECAUSE OUR GROUP DIDN'T GET ANY CHOCOLATES. ):

never mind, like one of us in the group said, 'we can buy our own chocolates, who wants her stupid dairy milk cabury. (ELLE OH ELLE)

yeah, so i'm gonna bring chocs tml. mainly for Althea i guess. :D

i realised both the Langlit teachers in the library and the music room are clones. they give the same examples; one of those was the..

"she was sad. she was so sad she cried tears of sadness."

heard from Imee that Jo laughed out loud when she heard that. -.-

Speech Day dragged till 2.30, had History Elect lecture from 3 to 4, and took the Chem test i missed on Tuesday due to Chinese Os Oral. Imee took the test with me since she missed it ytd too.

went to Parkway with Imee and Nicholas after that. and on my way home, i said hi to someone i knew indirectly and that person knew me indirectly also and we both knew we know each other. HA. confusing yes it is, take time to absorb then.

AH AH AH, my maid's going back to Indo on Friday. sigh, she's going back to get married cos her going-on-for-more-than-10-years boyfriend is already waiting for her. i'm gonna send her off and eat extra of the food she cooks these days.

):

» 10:37 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

(get ready for an ultra long post.)

drama-mama day.
i swear.

i lost my phone (well, so called >.<) and found it again. HAHA. it's kinda embarrassing to talk about it, since i wasted about 15 minutes of Lena Poh's Geog period. oops.

i left my phone under my desk when i went for PE, and after PE it was recess immediately. so to say, my phone was left in class during the whole of PE and recess, and i didn't went up to class at all.

when i came back from recess, MY PHONE WAS GONE. i rammed through all my stuff and my underdesk which was 7/8 filled with books. i still didn't find it.

and i said to Althea, 'FUCK, MY PHONE'S NOT HERE.'
then she gave me that panic face, 'i call your phone.'

so she called, and called, and called. the call was like rejected all the time. Mrs Huang didn't wanna help me at all. so mean right. she asked me to go downstairs to report to the General Office. so yeah, i did lah. that fat lady at the reception desk said i should report the matter to DM, but i didn't want to cos rather than helping she'll nag instead - like what Changsheng pointed out back in class later. -.-

i started to ask those ppl that stayed in class during recess. they said many other ppl from other classes came into the class also. ugh. so it's kinda hard to get back and i was losing hope already.

Istilah even asked the entire class just after Maths ending and Geog starting. soon enough, the guys on my left all started calling my phone.

Leon: eh your number busy leh.
(i turned behind and saw Gavin calling too.)
Abby: that's bcos Gavin's calling the same time as you are. -.-

LOL.

feel damn dejected after that lah. cos it seemed like no hope already. so i lied down on my table, almost about to cry.. when my table vibrated.

i said to Althea, 'eh your phone. it's vibrating our tables lah.'
Althea gave me a look, and went, 'huh? my phone not under my table, it's in my pocket.'

LOL, are you thinking what i'm thinking! (yes B1 i'm thinking what you're thinking!)

i shook my table so hard, and then BOOM, my phone dropped out of my desk miraculously.

and i went, 'AH MRS POH I FOUND MY PHONE!' (she was just next to me only.)

then she gave me that look that went, 'what the hell you wasted 15 minutes of my period to get the class to search for the phone and now out of nowhere you found your phone UNDER your desk.'

and there were
21 missed calls,
and 4 msgs received.

the msgs sent were darn funny.

Jierong went,

May i moe who has taken this phone?

LIKE THE PERSON WILL REPLY LIKE THAT LOL. and he had a typo error also, the 'moe'. i guess he meant 'noe.'

Gavin's one was,

Hello u chee bye ka ni na bu bo lan jiao return the fucking phone la

-.-, no wonder when i found my phone he went 'eh don't read the msg.' ha.

i typed them exactly how they appeared to be. so you could imagine how hard i laughed. hahaa. the 21 missed calls came from a variety of ppl. haha, anyway thanks for caring! (: really appreciated it, although i thought that the class was rather pissed with me...): they said i waste their smses and calls.

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had HMT Os Oral today after school; so i didn't take Chem and Physics quiz - which woud be pushed tml - and that means it's unlikely that i'll make it out with Price. ): kua kua kua.

Nicholas was after me; i was fourth last and he was third last. we talked our way through.. on Soccer, Erma's hot body(she was the timekeeper), tried to speak chinese and gave up after half a minute, tried to spot topics, etc etc alot of other things. we were sitting at the third row, and when the seats in front of us on the second row started to clear, both of us got seriously nervous already.

i felt so nervous until my head pounded and my vision blurred. that was how nervous i was.

and yeah. expectedly, i think i kinda screwed it up. stammered alot, and for the dui hua, the teacher prompted me and asked me if i had anything more to say. siahlah, i'm one dead soul.

the rest were still there in the canteen and Donna predicted that the first thing i'll say when i come down is 'wtf i screwed it up lah!', and yeah she thought right. -.-

what a day man. too bad Imee missed out that handphone thing. or she'll be laughing her ass off in class.

Wootnick and me were reminiscing NZ days, and since Jasmine asked me to post some of the pics. here they are. (:


just a random landscape taken while on the journey in the bus to OPC. breathtaking isn't it?


everyone at the fireplace/common room.



both the groups making lunch! ha.


but duh, our lunch can never be compared to this lady. :D
Anita's the best cook ever.


WEIRONG! we both had the same jacket HAHA.


the mountain we trekked. it's so filled with snow muaha.


trekking up the mountains.


PLAYING WITH SNOW!


and more snow!


that's Robyn - the Great Instructor. she deserves the caps man.
behind her is Mt Doom, the one in LOTR.


Nick i'm embarrassing you! he slept in the bus. loser.



caving time!


some of them looking exhausted.


ha, look at that. you see both ceiling and ground.


well that's the hill we abseiled down. see Thong Kiat there? ha.


Jia Hsien. i guess those that went there knows why i specially uploaded him on abseiling. YOU DID IT MAN BRO.


almost there to our campsite, which was 5 km away from OPC.
and we carried bags weighing 11-17 kg. (mine was 16)


when we reached our campsite, Ray's. setted tents up.


JEVONNE LUAR XUE YING.


nice socks (Naga)Zaki.


FOOD!


Ama!


we played the finger game with Ada Tan,


and even did Jumping Jacks to keep ourselves warm! HAHA.


on the way back to OPC.


and Chucky led the way. :D


Lenny acts cute.


Jacob smiles nice!


that's group one -
Amirul, Atiqah, Cherie, Donna, Jiahsien, Jierong, Jolene, Lenny, Mr President and Wanfong.


and this is group two. - Ama, Daph, Jev, Junliang, Chucky, Wootnick, TK, Weirong, Zaki and me.


finally, all of us. :D

damn, i miss that place so much. there's many more pictures, but sorry i'm already getting lazy haha. i didn't upload any pictures when we were out of OPC. well, i guess this were the nicer and more interesting ones. there Jasmine, this is for you. (:


TAG REPLIES.

althea: ha thanks to you for helping me so much! i'm bringing chocs for you tml. :D
imee: well, you would if you came to school today.
richny: thanks babe. [:
weiru: i told you in the canteen how badly i screwed up already, so pls. don't remind me anymore. ):
jas: see, i did it for you!
xuanhan: self-compliment is NO compliment man. lol. thanks anyway hitam.
KoR: easier said than done. yeah like you said, i'll put in more effort for the main paper i guess.
ahbok:THANK YOU RACHEL! (:
huix: YES IT'S THAT SUPER CHIO BAG. that $79 one! or is it $69?.. not sure lah. ha.
weirong: SIGH.
Sarah: ha cool! it was great wasn't it? :D

» 6:30 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

i'm feeling almost numb.

why is it, that people you care so much for, never fails to disappoint you in some way or another? and the irony comes in; when people you never expected to care sees it beyond the smiles.

ha, i'm probably pathetic.

i probably can't say much about others, when things aren't even going smooth for myself. i probably can't even help others, and i can't even fucking help myself.

so what have i done in my life, which i would be etched in my memory ten years down the road? when i grow old and have a kid of my own, she/he'll probably go, 'hey mummy, how was it like when you were a kid?'

the TYS answer would be, 'well, it was great. i had great friends and a great life, with great luxuries and great parents.'

but i'll probably hesitate before answering him, cos i know it isn't true.

my life isn't great.
my life isn't happy.
my life isn't all worth giving up for.

i harbour no thoughts of it anymore, but traces of shadows still do follow me as i tried to move along.

it takes time, many told me that. but if that's the case, why is it with every minute that ticked by, do i feel worse by every second? why is it, with every one second more, does it sink deeper into me?

situations are probably as obvious as black or white. i don't complicate matters for nothing when they're uncomplicated. but why, does it mean so much to me even when i'd realised i'm the only one holding on still?

it isn't just a cut, or a scar. it's been a chapter of my life. it's not something that i would forget just like that; nor would the story be complete if i tore this chapter of my life out.

it's not a chapter i had to forget, bcos i know that can't be done.
it's a chapter that would be a part way back, not forgotten.. but instead, appreciated.

you'll probably have question marks all over your forehead now, so many that i probably would even see it from here. it's alright, i'm just glad you listened.

i'm not letting myself fall further, i'm just climbing out now.

i guess there was an over usage in the word 'probably'.
i'm sorry about that.

» 7:41 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

it's pouring quite badly outside now.
why does it rain when it's not suppose to and not rain when it's suppose to? :/

came back at about 1245 in the afternoon from Wheewen's after eating lunch and playing some gb at his house, and just in time for tuition at one today. Germany was wheeeeeeeeeeeets, :DDDDDDDD 3.1 3.1 3.1! *flying kisses all the way. you made me a happy girl!

you know, Eric(my tuition teacher) kinda stressed me today. -.- he asked me not to watch tml morning's finals, and excuse was this, "eh, you watch today's match then tml your amaths test how?"

so he's trying to make me feel guilty lah. :/

and i just found out that that msg tone he has with that feminine voice that goes "You Have A Message" is Shahirah's voice! -elle oh elle-.

i currently feel stressed for my HMT Os Oral on Tuesday too. fuck, i'm a sec three and i'm already taking Os. this is suppose to be honeymoon year lah! ):

i'm so gonna flunk. hai.

why can't i have a fat brain like.. uh, Trisha Tan probably?

TAG REPLIES
KoR: thanks for everything! HA. YEAH MAN GERMANY ROCKS.
imee: i just explained haven't i? =.=
ahbok: it was damn nice OKAY.
Nicole: Thank You. you tagged at the exact same minute i posted my blog. cool lah.
price: they only gave me 3 choices, not four. hehe.
roy: yeah duh i saw you tag my blog.
amily: ha nah, i'm okay with it.
imee: i promise i won't. (:
myungwoneee: ..is that Korean?
simran: okay okay! i did it like long time ago. -.-
weirong: i didn't go in the end, cos aiyah. don't talk abt it.
TING ]:: looooooooooooooooooooove. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">
ahbok: lol THANKS. but i guess this one's nicest!
weirong: thank you weirong for your 'concern.'
althea: this one's better right. ha.
price: yeah duh of cos i'm nice! :D
huix: HEY. (:

» 4:19 PM

well well what a day.

i watched NDP Parade for the secondth time in my life! (:

it started off with some badminton at Joo Chiat CC with Shearen, Nicole, Shearen and Nicholas for two hours - 1130 to 130. took a 32 to meet Roy at Kembagan after that and then we took a 42 back to my house.

we walked down to McD after that for lunch; and coincidentially met Wheewen's father. hahaa. he was waiting for Wheewen's mum, (MY AUNTIE) to finish work and then walk down to my house together.

my mum took about an hour to get a parking space and she allowed us to alight first. -.-

the parade was more interesting than i expected it to be lah. i'm so proud of my cousin - he was marching on the first row of the squad with the red baret fourth from the right. we figured that out cos Roy brought binoculars! HAHA.

took manymanymany pictures of the damn beautiful fireworks! haha. i'll upload it another time, cos it's Imee's camera that i used and it's not with me now. i'm at Wheewen's house staying up for the soccer match of Germany VS Portugal. (Germany GOGOGOGO!)

the five of us met up with Wheewen after leaving Kallang Stadium, and we went to Changi Village to eat supper. damn, sinful it was.

went home to shower and pack some stuff and TADAH! i'm here at my cousin's house now. muaha. we're going to Bedok McD later, cos we just found out that Channel 5 doesn't have the telecast. -.-



i was reading through some of his books, and there was a Chicken Soup Series Book on Love for the Teenage Souls. i came across a quote in it and it went like this..
- the only love worthy of its name is unconditional.

» 1:28 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

i was tagged to do this by Price. -.-

3 schools i went to:
- Mothergoose Kindergarden.
- Tanjong Katong Secondary.
- Ngee Ann Primary.

3 things in my handbag:
- handphone.
- wallet.
- nano.

3 things to do when im stressed:
- eat chocolates.
- pms my ass off. (LOL).
- or i just simply drift into a cranky mood.

3 places i go on a daily basis:
- Parkway (well, almost.)
- School.
- hehheh's place. :D (okay joking.)

fav fruits:
- APPLES!
- mangoes.
- durians.

3 names i go by:
- abby.
- abygail.
- bee. -.-

my fav food:
umm, only can choose one? ):

3 things im wearing right now:
- white surf shorts.
- orange tee.
- and uh, the insides? -.-

who am i thinking of right now?
no one in particular?

what colour shirt am i wearing now?
orange.

what is the closest item to me that is white
uh, the back of my phone? lol.

what is the thing i like most about school?
being able to sleep during classes.

what is my fav colour?
YELLOW.

what do i wear most often, jeans or shorts?
shorts.

when was the last time i watched a movie?
on Monday - Superman Returns.

when did i start sch?
since i can't rmb?

when was the last time i went to a mall?
is Siglap Centre considered?

when did i last burn something?
the bread i toasted just now. LOL.

3 bloggers to do this:
imee.
weirong.
ALTHEA.

muahhahahahhahahaha.

i am not gonna change my blogskin so ever often anymore.
i like this skin, and i'm gonna stick to it.

cos whenever i tell ppl, 'i'm gonna change my skin soon.'
they'll all go, 'AGAIN?'

-.-

i will stick to this skin, happy?
(i know you are, cos it's such an eyecandy right! muaha.)

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i didn't do anything today in the end, when the initials plans was to go climbing with some of the NZ ppl. but bcos there were only 3 of us in the end, - Weirong, Nick and me, we decided to climb another day.

Nick wanted to go kayak, but i didn't go along lah. not sure whether he and Lenny did kayak in the end or not. :/

spent my day with the company of Shahirah... sometimes, i wonder what life would be like when i move, and we can't just walk barefooted to get to each other's house anymore. sigh.

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i discovered this cool website that tracks down how many people links you.

plaguedwith.blgspt - 17 ppl.
smudged-.blgspt(even OLDER link) - 18 ppl.
andifonly-.blgspt (my old link) - 25 ppl!

kinda ironic. my old blogs have more links than my current blog.

» 9:12 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

MISS KENTUCKY WAS CROWNED MISS USA 2006. ):
eeew, i was rooting for Miss Georgia to win.

i liked that speech Miss Ohio made.
she joined the beauty pageant bcos of her grandmother. so coool lah. before her grandma died, she told her that she dreamt of her being Miss USA a day before.. so that was why she even joined.

touching, but too bad not touching enough to get her the title.

oh well, it's over already.

Just for Gags is showing now.

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i hate thursdays. i hate the new timetable we have on thursday.

special activities period.
MATHS.
MATHS.
Chem.
Chem.
recess.
PHYSICS.
PHYSICS.
Geog.
Geog.
english!

that's like what, 4 subjects of double periods? wtf. and there're all so content-heavy. English's the only slack period; and we spent our time laughing our asses off when Jo went into a laughing rage the moment i told her i accidently burped my Nasi Bryani-stinked mouth into Althea's face. -.- (so funny meh. ):) i didn't do it on purpose lah! and Althea claims that her lungs are corroded now. LOL. (look at her tag on my board.)

Imee lost her wallet! well, uh it's considered lost.. since she lost a money-fill one with ezlink card, and cashcard, and a 77th street membership card and got back one with everything raped of. WHOEVER OUT THERE THAT TOOK HER WALLET.. watch out, We're Watching You. Imee, we're gonna get them man, just watch us!
aye, i bet we'll just use lame power to conquer them.

there wasn't anything after school today again. went with Jo and Shearen to Singapore Post to meet Samuel and we ate at LJS, as usual. :/ate the usual Value One with Cheese. ha, reminscing LJS days during the december hols man. )':

Jo and Samuel, and Me and Shearen headed our seperate ways after having lunch together. they went to Jo's house to collect some stuff and we went to City Hall.

Shearen's one big toot, she had never been to Raffles City before. hahahaahahaa. we went around walking alot, and joking alot about stupid stuff too. found something to get for Nicholas's bday, and it's seriously damn hilarious. LOL. anyone wanna chip in? :D

she went to meet David after that and i headed home. one bus 42, guess what.

..i met Shahirah Price. (@&#*@$#*@^$*@?!)

she boarded the bus at the KCC stop. HA. came to my house for awhile after that and she made her blogskin.

final product was this:


i looked at it, and went, "you mean this small thing's gonna fit the whole screen?"
she paused, and gave me that horrified look that went, "fuck i wasted all my bloody time thinking i'll make a good skin but yet when i finished it i jsut found out it's too small." HAHA.

she didn't have time to do it anymore cos her Dad pestered her home already, so i just saved it into my com.

just a picture we took when LJS-ers went out together on Youth Day.

Amily, Me, Liting.
- i miss you guys.

» 9:16 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

it's been a happening day today.

Nicole left her phone in a cab in the morning.

i got caught by that new OM Mr Singh for bringing Orange Juice on the way up for recess. i tried to dunk it already, but he still caught me. he's kinda sharp huh. lol.

i was paiseh-ed today, bcos erm... >.<
(WEIRONG I WASN'T DRUNK IT'S JUST THAT I DON'T HAVE A BRAKE LIKE BIKES DO.)

Tan Kee Hoe pms-ed at our entire class, and made us pump. the girls were spared after a while but the guys, aiyeh. i don't see why he should also pump the guys. i kinda thought it was really unfair; and me and Imee considered pumping together with them. but we didn't in the end, cos Kee Hoe got them to recover after a while already.

i think Jian Yang got the most shit lah. 100 down (he did less than 50 though), and run rounds around the lab. LOL. just bcos he forgot to being his workbook. -.-

and for once in every what seemed like trillion years, there was nothing on after school! :D

went to Katong to get a school shirt with Jasmine, Nicole, and Mee. yeah, if you rmbed i had upgraded from a size 17 to 18.. and i only have two 18 shirts, and one of them have marker inks all over it. don't ask how i got them, i seriously forgot how.

i ate 6 chocolate tarts and a ice lemon tea drink for lunch - wow.

came home and sleeep. ah so shoik. a not sleepy Abby is a happy Abby! (:

Imee says this skin is sec two-ish.
ah ah ah.

nevermind, i don't think i'll last long anyway. o.O

» 9:34 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

I'M SO ABSORBED WITH PHOTOSHOP! LOL.

Price lent me the CD and i installed it into my com already, did i mention? damn, i spent two hours downloading fonts and brushes and i'm still not done yet.

school been's very whatwhat lately. i've been sleeping, bcos i hadn't had enough sleep last night, due to some weird dream encounters LOL. i dreamt that i was some convict along with three other partner-in-crimes and we ran for our lives in my whole dream. think those typical action movies, where the baddies shoot from upstairs, (bangbang!) and we dunk behind the car. HAHAHA. SO HILARIOUS.

i wanna watch the Germany VS Italy match later! but it's at a bloody timing of 3am. hai.

TAG REPLIES
ahbok: I WILL.. soon.
imee: ..hai. i'll show her my blog, and she'll probably go 'i'll give you an extra one mark! since your blog is purple.' LOL.
pricester: retardo!
serene, sara, mavis, rach: huh?
weirong: i'll go with you guys another day lah kay i'm sorry ):
jev`: HA. thanks for dropping by!
jo: like DUUUUUUUUH.
ahbok: what so confusing?
michelle: sorry.. you can wear shades the next time you drop by. ha.
jinghan: lol thanks.
xuanhan: that's the understatement of the year lah. try harder. :X
simran: glad you like it dearest!
ahbok: nope i didn't go. haha thanks!
weirong: shut up! blackie. :D
FIZA: you guys were the best lah. you even earned the school holiday! haha.
2.15.15.14: you probably need a wheelchair then! LOL.
imee: yeah, kinda. Jo loves it. -.-
kay;munshi: HEY! (:

i've been a slacker lately. i'm back to my slacking mood. but, it's not like i can help it.
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right? ):

» 10:04 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

today was yet again, another LJS gathering. (:

everyone turned up, again! wheets. we met at Ang Mo Kio Mrt, and i was late for half an hour cos i lost my way on the MRT line. lol. i thought i would have been the latest there, but Jipeng and Desmond were even later. -.-

went to find Roy, Elson and Melvin at their newly opened restaurants. THEIR FOOD IS GREAT MAN. LOL. they have their own versions of shrimps, wraps, and fries - adapted idea from LJS ever since the three of them quit together. :D treated us to free food. cool huh.

bought a cake for Liting, Desmond and Jipeng. Jipeng was the birthday boy today, and for the other two it was yesterday. wlao i feel like a bitch, didn't have enough time to get them anything. AND I WASN'T EVEN AWARE THAT TODAY WAS JIPENG'S BDAY. ):

Liting, Amily, and me headed down to Suntec after the rest left bcos all of them had 'something' on. asses. caught Superman, and i'm currently crazy over that cute lil son of Lious Lane called Jason. seriously cute, i'll marry him if i can.

people are having extreme criticisms on my new skin now. haha. they either love it alot, or think it's damn ugly. -.- i told Jo(she loves this skin btw) that, and she went, 'they probably don't like purple that's why.'

thinking about it.. yeah it's kinda true. LOL.

» 9:50 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

okay i know i'm irritating the hell out of you; but i found an interesting quiz on Simran's blog!
here goes. the italics are the ones that you got to fill in.

My teacher once said that i'm bright but just plain lazy.
Never in my life have I had the urge to touch a stick.
The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile is Jo.
I like lines because they don't make my work look messy o.O (?!)
When I'm nervous i shiver.
The last time I laughed was when i saw a guy push the glass door of cheers when it said pull.
My hair is curly. ):
My feet are size 8!
Last Christmas had been heaven.
When I turn my head left, I see the mirror.
When I turn my head right, I see my dad's hi fi
When i look down i see some used tissues.
The craziest recent event was fathers' day!
By this time next year I must be a 2 star kayaker!
I have a hard time understanding you.
One time at a family gathering my relative said i put on weight! (wtf.)
You know i like-like you if i flirt with you?
If I won an award, the first person I'd thank is (uh, what kinda award?) parents?
Triangles are stupid bcos they associate maths.
My ideal breakfast is McD HOTCAKES!
If you make me really happy i'll just keep smiling at you.
Where do you plan to visit anytime soon hawaii/spain/new zealand
Boys are balloons. looks solid on the outside but actually airy on the inside. (makes sense right?)
I'd stop my wedding if i realise it was his evil twin in that tux.
The world could do without maths.
I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than be poisoned by you?
Most recent thing you've bought yourself was a meal.
Most recent thing someone else bought you was a phone.
My least favorite time of day is (no preference)
And by the way, please hold on my eyes feels the verge of closing.
The last time I was high was just now.
The person whom I last talked to told me we're on the same boat.
I shouldn't have eaten so lil cos i feel hungry now.
Last night I fell asleep while reading.
There's this girl I know who's clueless.
There is this guy I know who's clueless as well.
I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy thank you.
I'm listening to Last Thing on My Mind by LeAnn Rimes and Ronan Keating.
I last ate fries.
My bedsheet is white.
I smell a rat.
On my table, i have the NZ picture Cds.
My full name is Abygail Tan Li Shan.
This quiz is a lil long.

» 4:39 AM

i still feel bored.
so i'm gonna blog again.

ugh. my phone's in my mum's room.
and i can't go in.

if i do, it's gonna wake her up and i'll be dead if she sees me on the com at such an hour.

i'm so sorry Nicholas. ): cannot watch Brazil vs France today at East Coast McD with you. you probably called my phone and probably wondered why i didn't pick up. i didn't fall asleep okay. sigh.

have i mentioned i've gotten the NZ pictures?
I'VE GOT THE WHOLE SET OF 9 DAYS!

i was looking through them earlier on; and it made me missed those days where i wake up in that messy room and see Jev in her cute PJs early in the morning. i missed those times we rushed through household chores in the morning.. vacuuming, cleaning the toilet, sweeping. while two of us from each group prepares lunch.

whenever i think of those unforgettable nine days, there's this thing with my heart that goes *droop.

the twine's in my wallet. nicely-kept and safely-held.

i still remembered that unforgettable debrief we had at Kiwipeka. the one that started with laughters, and ended with tears.




i guess it's a moment all the twenty of us would remember for life.

» 3:59 AM

let's start off with this.

TK BAND RULED THE BEST DISPLAY BAND TITLE FOR A DECADE!
congratulationstationsmations!

i think i enjoy making people feel stupid.

we played lots of dumb games before we went for the Band Com today, like those kind of answers derived from patterns which in actual facts doesn't make any sense to the questions asked before.

1. Black/Jierong/White/Orange/Tsupui/ETC magic.
2. Jolly jolly woot.
3. i'm going to a _______
4. Fuzzy Wuzzy.
5. What time.
6. How many people jumped over the wall.

LOL. it's fun to see those blur looks on people's face when they don't get it. the expressions they give are absolutely priceless i tell you.

i had been out for eleven hours today, and my mum's pissed cos she feels lonely without me. awwwww.

where's my dad? he went on a midnight flight yesterday night to the Middle East for nine days.

went to Imee's for SS project in the morning.
met some 3D mates at Parkway at noon for lunch.
went there together via 608.
after that, went to Suntec for Carl's Junior..
where we added salt, pepper, mayo, fries and whatsoever we can grab our hands on into each other drinks. LOL.

Me and Jierong were having a mayo fry fight, when i tried to dirty Jierong's face with the mayo on my fry. in my failed attempt when Jierong sheilded himself fast enough, the mayo fry flew against the shirt of the guy sitting on the table behind us. LOL.

you won't imagine how paiseh i was man.
*blushes and runs away. (think Taiwan dramas.)

walked to City Hall and took the train home. during the trainride, we ended up slapping each other for fun. lol. talk about mature.

it's the wee hours now, and i still can't sleep. my mum probably think i'm fast asleep and in dreamland now. i guess she didn't have the slightest idea that i've been working on my blogskin for the past hours.

it's been a rough day for me i guess. i feel fuck, really.

it's hard to not think.
it's hard to just be oblivious to your surroundings when you're definitely aware of it.
it's hard not to feel emotional.
it's hard to be caught in the middle.

Once bitten, Twice shy.


TAG REPLIES.
rahh: on which post? lol. how to enjoy school don't think the impossible lah Sarah. lol. tc too!
xuanhan: BRAZIL BRAZIL BRAZIL! who you rooting for?
Roy: ugh. go there with your darling lah. LOL.
p.koalabear: yeah man, don't remind me. i just wanna fly there again. ):
weirong: ..a pimple a day keeps Weirong away.
althea: i named in Friends Forever in the end. aha.
TING: what's with the sad face bday girl? ): okay okay i rmb! tell me about the details yeah. lol.
jojo: then i'll make sure i bang into you on purpose. HAHA.
2.15.15.14: for you, lameness knows no boundaries. hurhur. beat that.
jev: well, the ceiling i guess. LOL. you did great today at the stadium!
weiru: i'll call you tml if i can since you miss me. :D

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ONG LITING & DESMOND! (:

» 3:35 AM