Wednesday, March 09, 2005
sadistic world. i hate my life.
so fcuking fed up already. oh wait, do anyone even bother to understand this statement i've made?
got to force-fake a smile everyday. how shallow ain't it. i didn't bother to smile today. why? cos i didn't feel like to.
feel so backstbbed; hurt; sad; abandoned; alone.
shouting out to the whole world that i'm NOT okay, but no one seems to bother.
i'm waiting for the pain of death, i dreading every other second of my life.
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