Wednesday, April 13, 2005

sighh.
life's a total bitch.

nothing's going right. at all. especially now. my handphone's gone; my results sucked. in a pissed off mood. no why am i even saying this in the first place? no one would even care if i'm pissed off at all right.

feeling so so so insecure abt everything.
sighh.

i don't normally like to post out my feelings in my blog; ppl do tend to read it and go untagged and yeah, you get my point.

but i really don't care now. cos i desperately need to pour out stuff.
i am fed up with life. i'm serious.
what's the point of living a life that's just torturing you every more second when you're breathing in the air around?

what's the point!?

i just want to drop dead and die now.
there's no meaning in life, at all.

crying doesn't help does it?
the feeling just come back all over again after a while. sighh.
anger, hurt, the feeling of being neglected.. it all sucks.

if i could just close my eyes, and never wake up again.
sighh.

i hope it's just due to my pmsing. i hope that's the case.
i hope that this feeling would actually go away sooner or later.
i really hope it does.

if i'm gonna continue feeling this way, i swear i'll break down totally.
sigh. oh yarh i forgot. who cares anyway?

even he doesn't seem to.. sigh.

» 11:30 PM