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Sunday, August 28, 2005

i'm DEAD BEAT.



happy happy carnival was today. woke up at abt eight plus, then went to collect the mee goreng along old airport road from some guy with my mum and weiru. weiru didn't know how to get to HHC so she took a bus to my house first and we went together.



my mum was gonna help out there. the funniest thing is i left my HHC tixs at home. lol. it's like going to the airport to catch a plane and forgetting to bring your air ticket, like what my mum had said. so yeah, HHC was kinda fun! haha. unexpectedly. except it was really really hot. i loved the dunking machine part. that guy, sigh. sad case; got dunked by me like more than five times. lol.



after HHC, abt twelve like that the guides ppl came over to my place to practise the dance for the campfire. i so OFFICIALLY hate britney's me against the music. i'm going to be against it, from now on. we practised till about 5 plus, then me, serene, jev, jy & grace headed to parkway to buy the shirts for the dance. mavis rach and sara went home first cos they had it already. mavis gonna lend sara hers.



so i reached home about seven. took a shower. i skipped dinner cos i wasn't hungry. shahirah asked me to play pool. so we went to book for an hour at the guard station. simran couldn't make it, damn. another day it shall be. maybe next week. (: the table's new and all, so it's kinda cool. we sneaked food in, and drinks too. the guard didn't even realised when we didn't even try to find it. LOL.



so yeah, shahirah came over to my house for awhile after that. i was folding the stars while she talked and smsed and ate the chips. hope i've helped her solve that crap. kinda complicated crap though. but oh well, all the best to her.



just read simran's lastest entry. sighh.
this is it:

abby is GOING!!! after 12 years, she's GOING!! a third of me will be gone at the end of the year. i'll be incomplete.aaahhhh why why??this is so cruel. first i leave all my friends in tkg and now you're going!! i'll hide you in one of the vacant houses we found a few years ago! then aunty betty and uncle alvin wont be able to find you! aah corns 1/3 wont be the same. we'll be so... disintegrated. shahirah and i will be like "abbyyyyyy!!" and we'll mope ard for the rest of our lives. mope and mope and mope. aaaahhh flamingo valley would be so dull without you. the swimming pool would look emptier and the playground would miss the frolic ringtone from your phone. i'll miss dancing with you to the frolic ringtone. i'll miss dancing the self choreographed song with you and shahirah [it isnt THAT lame] i'll miss talking to you and sp. i'll miss bbq-ing with the ENTIRE corns 1/3. i'll miss the times when i would meet you on 40 and we'll accuse each other of being so blind and blur and dumb. i'll miss the time at 650 am when i saw you going to sch from my balcony and shouted "BYE!" to you. i think i woke a lot of ppl up that day. i'll miss hanging upside down with you. or going to your house for sleepovers. i'll miss your super tidy room. i'll miss you!!i really hope the meet-at-mac's-every-saturday thingy for the corns works out. we have to have to have to!! if not i'll lose touch and we'll soon become strangers to one another, in this world of dont know how many billion people. ah!! i've known you all my life!! i'll DIE if we drift apart like stinkin' seaweed. and no, i wont neglect shahirah! we'll just be extremely mopey. mopey mopey.this is unfair. very unfair. i think i shall have a word with your parents abt this. hmph.


i feel so guilty. but i can't help the way things are gonna turn out to be. i'm sorry, for EVERYTHING. corn 1/3 it'll always be. no matter where we are. whether we're staying in the same area or not. i'll love you guys all the same. i'll miss you guys ALL THE SAME. i'll miss the times where simran will nag at shahirah and me when we fail our subjects, or when we go 'fcuk that crap.' sigh. i'll miss that horrible tone of the piccolo shahirah plays, though i never really told her it sounded horrible. lol. but yeah, things will be different. but i'm sure, we'll be best friends - always. (:
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