Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i saw a mosquito flying around in my toilet just now while i was about to have a shower. it was fat, ugly, black, irritating, and of course, deadly.

my mum gets so paranoid over mosquitoes these days due to the increasing number of dengue cases. she blabbered about the facts to me.

so my train of thoughts came.

i looked at it.
it just stoned on the wall.
"i wonder if it's aedes."
"i want to get dengue."
i was standing really still,
waiting for it to bite me.
but, it didn't. unfortunately.

i wanted to get sick, i wanted to fall ill.
so that i can skip schoool.
so that i can run away from the frustrations.
so that i have an excuse to cry,
saying it sucks to besick,
even when they don't actually fall for that reason;
but for something else.

oh and if you were wondering.
i killed it.
my hand was stained with blood.

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