Sunday, October 09, 2005

oh god, i can't believe i'm actually at east coast mac now. shahirah's with me. that bloody girl wanted to sneak to see fit in his mac uniform. LOL. fit looks like a kid, if you wanted to know that is. xD

i haven't been studying much lately. somehow ever since my paretns came back; my drive kinda seems to fade. it's not a good thing at all. fcuk it's the finals and this fact doesn't seem to have register itself into my mind yet. T.T

i'm not emotionally stable these days either. having moodswings whenever i feel like to. i'm either really happy, or really depressed. don't ask what's wrong. reminding me of it is the last thing i wished you would do.

maybe i should just give everything up, and just begin a new phase all over again. don't say i'll be the one pain if i give up; cos the pain i feel now is not much diff to the pain i'll be feeling later on.

it's hard to forget, it will be. but i'm sure it's worth at least trying. i know i'd be happier that way. i hate the way you try to manipulate my feelings. i have a weak side too. you think this is fair?

i think i've said too much. i'll be going home abt six i guess. good night/morning to all.

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