Monday, May 15, 2006

you know what?

i know i'm strange. but i suddenly feel the need to blog to feel better.

i feel affected. i feel affected so much to the extent that i can get so sad till my tears just flow down like a dripping tap, or to the extent that i get so pissed with ppl and my whole head gets giddy.

kinda cool, but really no.

to you, i'm sorry. at least you know that i have nothing against you for the cold shoulder. and it's just plainly a lack of topic to talk about. i promise you when i say you'll never lose me as a friend; to even how much we would continue to drift. give me time, and i'll be just fine.

to the other, you may never get to read this. but if you do, just liked you to know that you had affected me to every extent of my life that you would ever dream about. not a very fun thing to go through, but something which makes my heart so tight whenever the heart reminds the mind of the pain it's feeling; telling the mind to stop holding the lil comforts back that had gathered up in the eyes. for the heart feels that the mind is just being plain unfair bcos he wants a strong front. and in return for that gain, it puts the heart behind th bars of misery.

try to understand that, it'll make sense.

in the meantime, have a good night.

» 11:37 PM