Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I CAN'T TAKE IT.

I AM GOING TO BLOG.

i've been coming back to my blog everyday to check out for new tags and stuff, and i resisted the temptation of just not blogging.. well, at least i resisted for close to a weeek. :D

History Elect, SS, and Mathematics tml.

whoots! i'm damn happy man. (-.-..)

i feel like shit.
live like shit.
and maybe,
just maybe..
i am really shit.

i hate the fact that i have to depend on someone else to be happy.
i hate the fact that patience got the better of me.
i hate the fact that i care soo much.
i hate the fact how you inject the guilt into me, like that.

what am i feeling now?

i really don't know..

i should have stopped it from the start.
i regretted regretted regretted. ):

the rush of emotions in me. i just can't take it. things happen so fast. you come and go. you come, and probably later will go again. so what's the point? you want me to commit and let myself crumble down again when i tried so hard to build myself up all over again?

it's hard. it's beyond possible. it's too much for me to take.

i feel so pressurized now and then. and somehow, you never seem to realise what you're making me go through. you're not that only one that's hurt, i am too. you're not the only one that feels the pain.. i too, do feel the pain.

if it doesn't make you happy,
just give it up..

i don't want to feel anymore.

» 8:53 PM