Thursday, September 28, 2006

and i'm back.

(:

things haven't been going smooth for me lately. i'm stressed over not having enough time to study for EOYs, and yet i've been sitting in front of my com working on Althea's skin and changing my URL since 6 ever since i got home.

(okay, i'm sorry i changed it again.)

ANYWAY,
i am hopeless.

i need help, badly. i felt so hopeless during Physics period in class today when everyone knew exactly what was going on during revision; while i just stared helplessly at Mr Hao's balding head.

Geog? ha. fuck that lah okay. i can't believe i suggested the class to come back on Saturday to revise Weather Studies thoroughly all over again.

E and A maths, i failed both at a E8 for CA2. SADLAH SADLAH. ABBY HOPELESS LAH. i seriously need to do something about myself.

and so i go on and on rambling about how i would change and study for EOYs and i'm still here.

my heart feels like it weighs ten tonnes.

now the story's played out like this,
just like a paperback novel.
let's rewrite an ending that fits.
instead of a Hollywood horror.

i guess she's right. i should just ignore this feeling of hurt and disappointment.

it's not worth it.

» 9:21 PM