Saturday, September 30, 2006

the clock's almost hitting twelve, and a new day starts in a few more minutes.

Yuwen and Kailiang said i'll get diabetes when i grow old, cos i feel thirsty all the time. *shrugs. they said it's according to research. ugh, then Althea should get it before me.. since she used to drink water from my waterbottle all the time.

doesn't matter anyway.
- better off dead.

wonder how ironical things could get, when you thought those that had the most ended up with the least at times; and somehow ppl you thought never really had anything feels the most out of themselves.

whenever guilt gets the better of me, i constantly remind myself that she's not worth it.

no, not worth it.

my mind's misted by too much stuff that it's even hard for me to just sit down and think and not move and stop shaking my leg bcos i feel so restless. stupid feeling, yes i know.. i wished i could shake it off too.

but that's alright.
CIAs will help clear my mind tml after Geog.
(:

i'm gonna do badly for EOYs this time. i just wanna get promoted, and yes my sentence ends here.

new skin btw. kinda mismatched colours clashed together, but i like the feeling it gives whenever i look at it. :D

the clock just hit 12, it's a new day.
so see you. (:

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