Monday, September 18, 2006

it's one of those days, when you feel like fuck. you feel so fuck, you don't even know where you're heading, or what you're feeling.. or even, what's waiting for you out there.

don't you feel scared, small and just helpless? you watch time go by like this, and you sit there waiting for something to happen.

when you know, nothing will.
unless you do something about it.

i've tried escaping it so many times, keeping it to myself.. and have that usual thought in my mind saying that i'm tough enough to handle everything. and so everyday, i got to put on that fucking smile and laugh and smile; just to ease the pain.

so i feel that affected by just your presence of only 3 seconds on pure coincidence since 2 days ago.

tell me, when can i finally rest my head on something real? something that wasn't from my own imagination?

don't make me tear up inside when i haven't even glued the pieces back together.

i know, it'll never be worth it.

» 9:07 PM