Friday, December 15, 2006

Because I'm gonna talk about what happened on the 15th, I'd deliberately changed the date to the 15th, and closest most realistic time possible - 11.59pm.

I guess sometimes when moments are gone, it's just too hard to grab them all back and go through it all over again with the same feeling blended all together. Wait, I should say.. It's probably impossible.

In contrast on how I'd spent my day this year to how it was exactly last year, I guess I'd changed. For the good or bad I'm not sure, but I definitely feel happier than before. That's for sure.

I had to say I was anticipating for a bad day on the 15th. It started out bad, and things got better, and then stuff pissed me off, but it ended sweet after all.

To the four of you, thanks for being there with me.

Ian, Justin, Clayton and Brendon(sp?) - it was fun sitting with you guys, all the attempts to do Kallang Waves, the Pssts and Yeah Okays.

I thank you guys too.

The band members who I'd guessed spent 4369547352 hours preparing this concert,

You were all glamourous and spectacular.
Your efforts paid off.

Thank you, (:

Alison, sorry for all the hassle on the band tickets and everything. But thank you for them, on the other hand, if not I wouldn't even be going and to have such a great day. (:

Wanfong, thank you for printing out the pictures. And I'm so sorry to hear about your swollen lips and you being allergic to Ikea's Swedish meatballs. You'll get well soon cos I gave you my kisses! (:

I guess you don't need just one person to depend everything on and for. You don't need to fill that empty space to feel happy.

You need to know you will be fine without the one you thought you needed the most to be happy.

I wouldn't have been who I am now, if they weren't be my side.
I wouldn't be where I stand now, if it wasn't for the words of encouragement that made me look forth.
I wouldn't have this smile now, if it wasn't for them that made me vaguely feel that beautiful nightmare which seemed to happen quite a long time ago.

They, are my friends.

Those girls.
NZ people.
Curlies - Jr, Miko, Mee.
My cousins.
My class, 3D.
Those in Guides.
Those who worked with me at LJS. (yes I still rmb those days)
CCA/Student Leaders.
And casual friends.

Yes, even you all make a difference.

I thank you.
I thank all of you, I really do.

Oh wait.
I think I forgot two people. (ROFL.)

Simran Gill.
Shahirah Price.

You all were there through out.

10 years, it's been. And I know I'll be shifting soon, but that's not going to change anything. We'll still be staying over at each other's place, and be laughing together over YouTube vids.. doing all the things we'd always been doing together now and then.

The only difference would be I wouldn't be able to run barefooted over to your houses anymore, nor can I just grab food from Simran's when my fridge is empty and when Price's fridge is emptier.

I'll remember all the camwhoring sessions.
Love, with all my heart.

This is probably the most meaningful post I'd ever had. Probably the most real, the most sincere, and it's definitely on the most important people I have in my life right now.

You guys.

» 11:59 PM